I am cos of u

2012-02-01T21:24:00.003+08:00

i miss dancing

hello.
i finally went back to ac today and omg i miss ac so badly. and the guard was as anal as ever zzz. anw yea went to visit mrs soong's today and she said i gained weight XD haha. but its true i did gain weight maybe cos of cny. hehe. honestly speaking i miss her lessons and her ever droning physics tutorial class. and i miss pat sum as well but im so sad that hes away for course!! so i didnt get to see him. :/

and yup i was an appealed student from crescent who managed to get in ac through dance today. haha. i got 12 points. XD LOL what a joke. ok firstly need to apologise to felicia, allinda and ashton's kids who really believed that i was a j1. im not. IM AN OLD J3 T.T but anw its dam joke when they intro us. cos somehow melvin wanted to crash ashton's og with lingli cass and i and then we started planning on our story. cass and i met each other through tuition and melvin and lingli were just strangers. haha. which is kinda true. and so yea. they believed us and we started talking with them. XD cass appealed through 'shooting' cos there was a bowler in the og so she had to switch her lie haha. lingli was 'band' and melvin was 'squash' DAEBAK~!

oh yea cos there was a crescentian in the og and i was like 'what class are u from?' if im not wrong her name is called velvetina. quite cool hor her name? XD haha. then she said 's2a/b(?)' and i was like 'ohh! im from c3!' and thats a fact too. XD after that we started talking and then i said i was from dance and she was like 'ohhh!! i think i saw u before' i was like O__o wth? hahahahaha! from 2 years ago? yea.. maybe? XD haha. and i started acting dumb abt ac cheers. u know its like my heart wanted to shout 'I KNOW ALL THE 15 AC CHEERS COS I WAS AN OGL LAST YEAR AND I HAD TO MEMORISE THEM' T.T i felt the desire to shout them. i mean the cheers. haha.

i think my acting dam good. lol. *self praise* but there were hell lots of ppl who nearly exposed by real identity. kk shall start with.... cheryl seet lol. first thing she saw me she was like 'JOU TENG!!!!!!' lol. but i wasnt with 'my' og yet so it was alright. after that was yitong! XD haha cos she was selling drinks for her funorama fund raising thing and she saw me her eyes went from ^^ to o_o to O_O! i was like 'ssh!' and she started smiling to herself. haha so cute. miss ya~ and i nearly died when christine hugged me and cass from the back. AND CASS AND I WERE LIKE 'OMG WE ARE GONNA LOSE THIS~' so we started talking nonsense to christine and acting as if we were surprised by her presence. lol. and then it was... let me think. wen xiang i think. XD he ended lessons and walked out from the lobby to the concourse area and i think he recognised me somehow and started waving at me and i was secretly waved at him and asked him to shut up. XD and he shouted 'SOMEONE PRETENDING TO BE J1~~' lol. IS THIS HOW U TREAT YR OGL?! hahahaha. so when we reached the hall way i met jessica and i was like 'JESSICA!!' XD and she said the same thing as wenxiang. lol. do u guys know each other or sth? haha. and then when walking inside the hall i met marcus and he was like 'JOU TENG!' then theres this kid from the og she looked at me and i was like 'OH! hes my cousin~ ^^' and marcus was like 'OH YEA. YR VERY GULLIBLE COUSIN' lol this is cos i tricked him a lot of time. XD jiayou for dance marcus~! ^^v after that it was felicia and eliza they were like 'HOWS YR FIRST DAY AS A J1?!' lol super loud i swear but then again none of ashton's og realised anything. and felicia said super loud 'woa her acting dam good' (Y)

anw i met a lot of ppl during this visit. shermin, jardena, carolyn, kar yee, janeen, evan, ruth, sharon, monica, melvin etc. sorry if i missed out ppl. but i didnt see u celestial~!! lol. her phone died and i couldnt contact her i think. aigooo... u ar... this dance pres XD

yup. and quite fulfilling. ^^v

and yes ppl. u can stop recognising me through my hair. im gonna dye it and straighten it already. kthnxbai.

THE BEST IS YET TO BE! LOVE YA AC~

2012-01-30T20:59:00.004+08:00

because i listen to my heartbeat one by one

HAPPY 600TH DAY INFINITE! ^^

hello.
haha. bombarded by the infinite gifs? ^^ yea. im serious. my bias is shifting. infinite over suju now. XD haha. its like i hardly feel the excitement even when i know suju is coming to sg in abt 18 days time. woa. nice. lol. ss4 in sg. but the tics are freaking ex~ @__@

orientation 12 begins tmr. wanted to go and watch the walk in with cass but she has driving lesson!!! T.T walk in is like the best thing ever for orientation. oh man... im missing the days i had in morgen days. dayum~ i missed how the 4 clans always 'fight' with each other and the morgenite days were so memorable. XD how josh taught us tutting and how we always go 'like a g6 like a g6~ so fly like a g6.' and waking up superrrr early on the first day and start welcoming the new j1s like some crazy ppl screaming 'WELCOME TO AC! WELCOME TO AC!!!~~~' at the front gate area all the way up to the hall. lol. oh yea my throat turned out really bad when orientation 11 ended. XD

but at least im crashing on wed ^^ hehe. gonna act as a crescent appealed student and act like a normal j1. haha. but i cant find my crescent full uni~ only left with my treasured crescent pe shirt. XD lingli and cass are coming with me~ MUAHAHAHA. before that i think im gonna eat my favourite yong tau foo for lunch. hehe ^^v i miss that stall so much.

anw heres the pic of the first bouquet which i made. and its on display! but no one has bought it yet T.T i mean ive practiced making bouquet before but its like im finally using fresh flowers to make it. before that i have been using... erm.. used flowers which are gonna wither soon. lol. WHY NO ONE BUY YET?! anw thats $23. ^^

work is quite slack these days. there was one day which i made 40 packets of dried flowers. lol. i felt like a machine. and finally this dude bought ONE packet. zzz. but nvm better than nth. XD anyone wanna work during feb? my boss looking for ppl~~ preferably guys who are strong :x lol.

yesterday finally had class gathering!!! steamboat at weiliang's house! ^^v before that went to clementi mall to meet the guys to shave their hair. waa... i swear it was such a sad scene. as in for them. i bet timmah will be like 'NOOOOO....' when his turn comes in may. haha. but then again thats sth which they cant avoid when they enter ns. theres one of the few reasons why i feel blessed to be a girl ^^v

had a fun time playing mahjong! i finally learn how to play mahjong! won abt 3 times with the help of mike and evan hehe. there was abt 2 times when i didnt know i was winning. lol. /facepalm. but its kk. practice makes perfect. (Y)

sometimes if i dont know if my pursuit now will be what i wanna do. idk. molla.
faith.
항상신년울간직해라

2012-01-23T20:33:00.002+08:00

인피니트

hello.
Happy Chinese New Year! :D this year is the year of dragon and woa quite unbelievable thats its been a year since it had happened. anw today i slept like a pig. woke up around 1030am and took a nap from 2 to 4pm. XD im not so sure if i can sleep later at night haha.

work has been so so so so tiring during the past few days cos of customers.. they kept wanting to make arrangements and woa. super chaotic esp on new year eve's. and i met a really really pissfying customer. but i guess she kinda made me realise that life's isnt so simple. like literally. you will definitely meet ppl with different attitudes and characters as you progress in life. its not so smooth sailing as you expect. haha. but she sucks. lol. i hate her. at the sametime its quite a warm hearted feeling to know that you have colleagues that will back you up. ^^

belle also taught me sth like sometimes when customers are in a hurry, in order for you to quality products you still have to slow down and take yr time to at least produce acceptable bouquets/arrangements. maybe thats why im always so stress whenever customers tell me they are in a hurry. :/ anw i realised that ive became a receptionist at work. XD forever calling the delivery man and checking with customers delivery timing. haha. sometimes im just quite worried that i cannot understand what they are saying. but so far its alright. ^^

and i cant wait to dye my hair. lol. so at the mean time while waiting for my pay to come which is maybe the start of feb, ive been noticing the colour that ppl dye their hair. the normal brown colour. and some dye red. there was once when i saw that this woman with super nice and evenly dyed reddish brown. i like. (Y) haha hopefully when i dye it will look as great as well. ^^ and lately ive been looking around sites like groupon or voucherlicious. i swear their deals dam good. i havent bought any yet but just now i saw one hair deal for $79 for colour, cut, wash, blow and hair treatment. sounds quite alright hor? usual price is $158. its at delfi orchard. hmmm... seems better than the far east plaza hair deals. and my colleague recently got burnt by a curling iron at the salon in fep and ever since then i was quite wary of salons in fep. XD haha. idk. shall see tmr.

haha kk. so yup. 祝福大家新年快乐。心想事成，万事如意，年年有余，钱包满满，红包多多。龙年快乐～　^^ HAPPY LONG NIAN 2012!

2012-01-18T20:38:00.004+08:00

hoya and sunggyu ^^v

hello.
today morning i went to the bank with my mum to finally apply for my nets card. LOL. i know im slow like all my friends already have their card when they were around 16? anw yea. i got the debit card which apparently i can sign(?) when i make purchases. yup. quite interesting ^^ cos ever since im able to do cashier work ive been seeing a wide variety of credit cards and i finally got mine~ whee! and i can use it to shop online. MUAHAHAHA. finally can make use gmarket and groupon. (Y) oh yea. and cos i got my 3 day pay and tuition fee for dec 2011 i saved it into my acc and my acc book is still the kids saver book from super long ago. and when my mum asked if i can change to the normal acc book the lady said i can do it when i fill my current one. so i guess i have to save a lot in order to change my acc book. XD

recently belle said sth very funny again. on tues yenzhen, belle and i were talking abt how taka food are ex then belle said taka food is not as ex as food ___ (food court in a shopping mall). that time when she went to a nasi lemak stall and order ikan bilis, veg and sth else which wasnt expensive for market price. and guess how much the stall charged her? FREAKING $8.20! O.O daylight robbery.

belle: 我问他怎样算？他跟我说ikan bilis 是肉！我干脆把盘子给吃掉！

lmao. belle so cute. XD i was telling her u can actually eat sth simple in pastamania already. omg. nv going to that food court ever!

i was learning korean just now. haha. 저재미이있어요? ^^ im on lesson 11! still have abt 12 more lessons to officially complete my level one stage. T.T and today when i went market the cc near my house is once again having korean classes. $100 for member. but im thinking.. if i go i will be learning the alphabets again and i will most likely unable to attend the classes cos of work. zzz. so yea forget it. im just gonna learn at my own pace. and theres a bubble tea shop in bangkit now selling milk tea at $1.30. if u go in sch uniform, they may sell u at $1 XD haha. i was telling my mum i go wear my ac uniform and buy milk tea. XD

oh yea. yesterday i was reading ppl's blog and i finally went to read na's blog after such a long time!!! u know she said she misses me too?!!! XD HAHAHAHA. oh man. i miss her lame jokes :( i hope shes doing good in vietnam. and haha omg. hi lester are u still reading my blog? XD thanks for mentioning me for in yr list of significant things in yr year of 2011. you are one of my significant ppl i met back then too ^^v btw i only started playing maple in sec 2 so its unlikely that i met u before that XD hehe.

and i tried to learn lovey dovey. i realised my main problem is my shuffling. i cant shuffle properly then i will just end up dancing at a slower beat then the music XD the rest quite ok. roly poly was more challenging to learn. XD ha!

tmr 1pm to 10pm shift! :O better hope i can get onto the bus when i end my work!!!

2012-01-13T13:05:00.003+08:00

호라도리

hello.
today is fri the 13th. yup. but i dont really care. XD going out with g2 clique later and im quite excited cos we are celebrating tracy's birthday!!! ^^ hehe. and im gonna eat in seoul garden!!! yeahhhhh i love the marinated meat there~ whoot whoot! (Y)

anw i decided to stop teaching my tutee. the one who constantly pisses me off and i just decided to let her go. apparently her mum doesnt give a dam as well and she didnt even asked me what she had done to piss me off. i was like 'what......?' so yea. i mean i dont think i get angry easily and i dont think my frens see me get angry before.. ~~i only cry. LOL. when i get upset.~~ so yea. u can tell how bad it was ^^v /peace. plus i dont think i will wanna get anymore tutee. one is enough ^^

haha. and i think everytime i blog i will be talking abt my work. yes. i really love my work. XD i have interesting colleagues. theres belle, cheng woon, yenzhen, pei ru and wee liam who i work more frequently with. XD i swear all of their characters are so different which kinda remind me back in sb1. :/ i miss ac. belle is just haha. i love her character (Y). i think shes really bold and the way she talks is so amusing sometimes. shes the most 'senior' one compared to us and shes in charge of making bouquets but she doesnt know how to use the cashier then everytime need to ask me or cheng woon to press for her. XD there was this time when there were a lot of customers and usually when i talk i will be like 'eh can help take xxx?' then she was like '我不叫eh!' XD i was like 'oh sorry sorry! Belle 姐姐!' and she will just start laughing XD after that she said '跟你开玩笑啦!' LOL. yea. and ever since i started working there i started speaking chinese cos my colleagues all speak in chinese. i kinda feel happy speaking in chinese again. haha XD

lol. stupid timothy mah just tweeted nonsense to me.

kk. i wanna watch running man now~ whee!! :D

2012-01-10T13:06:00.002+08:00

저, 안괜찮아

dear girl, do u know that i believe in karma?

2012-01-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

big leap for the new year ^^v

hello.
안녕하새요~ ^^v hehe. feeling kinda happy suddenly. idk why.. but maybe its cos my parents are finally coming back from their taiwan trip! :D i survived abt 10 days w/o them and i didnt fall sick or anything! yay! they will reach abt 1++am later most likely i will already be sleeping but im sure i will get waken up cos they always very noisy when they open the metal door =.= haha. but its kk.. i can just get up and look at the stuff that they have bought (Y) i requested for a 2012 planner but my mum told me she got me a hello kitty one i was like O.O 'serious bo?' sigh... but nvm.. can use can already. im a good girl. shant complain. ^^v

oh yea. i take back what i said abt my 2nd tutee. she was much better well-behaved during the recent lesson. XD shes smart la but just lazy. somehow after that 2nd lesson i had with her i feel that i need to put in more effort when conducting my lessons and so... i've been preparing eng notes for both of my tutees~! :D haha. then yesterday when i was typing them out i feel very happy. LOL. i know im weird.

AND CHRIS M. LAW IS COMING TO SINGAPORE THIS SAT WHOOT WHOOT! lol. HI CHRIS IDK IF U STILL READ MY BLOG BUT ANW CANT WAIT TO CATCH UP WITH U! ^^ yup yup. lingli's working at ion and maybe after work both of us can go and meet chris or sth. XD haha. yay~~~ i miss my sb1 classmates. :/ and cass is... er. still alive. yea. i checked with her today XD haha. i asked her to go and try to apply for the florist job im working now also. XD hehe. so maybe can work with someone that i already knew. ^^

speaking abt work again. XD hehe. i have pretty colleagues. theres 3 quite pretty girls and 1 pretty boy. haha! and one of them from rj! i was like 'woa!' haha. shes called pei ru and shes quite funny~ plus we get along quite well. ^^ she thought i was waiting for o's result. LOL. do i look so young?! XDDD HAHAHAHAHAHA. /bricked.

and i found out just now i cant attend ac's open house next wed. im dam sad u know!!! i wanted to watch the gogo dance T.T stupid celeste dont want show me that time. lol. XD and now i cant see anymore! sigh.... actually i can make it if i shift my tuition timing but i think i should stop changing tuition timings. XD later my tutee's mum come and kill me cos ive been changing alot of time nowadays cos of my unstable work shifts. XD haha. yup. :/ so yea. im sad now.

i put in more videos into the itouch and infinite videos> suju videos and infinite songs>suju songs now. lol. im really turning into an inspirit already. forgive me suju~ XD and i started learning 'comeback again' dance. i cant coordinate the chorus leg movement and i feel like a retard whenever i do that XD its like the same when i was learning 'like this or like that' by 5dolls. XD aigoo.. they are so in sync. they really overpower dbsk when they were still together. infinite: rising hallyu star *confirmed by me* XD haha.

check it out ^^

"You love him even though you have never seen him.
Though you do not see him now, you trust him;
and you rejoice with a glorious, inexpressible joy."
- 1 Peter 1:8

2011-12-31T20:29:00.004+08:00

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012 :)

hello! ^^v
its the last day of 2011 and the last day of using student bus pass T.T haha. but this shows that i have been living well for the past 18 years~ ^^ hehe.

work has been really fun and interesting! well.. at least for now! XD i learnt how to handle delivery orders, using the cashier, clearing flowers such as roses (super painful when kenna attack by the thorn), baby breath and statice. haha. and i can finally name names like hydrangea, lily, gerbera, eustoma, sunflower(duh), sweet williams, tulips. XD i think theres more but i cant remember for now. ^^

u know during yesterday work a guy went to order flowers for proposal~ ^^v awww.... so sweet man. haha. thats another reason i put down when they asked me to fill up the form when i just got accepted. like i feel happy when i see customers smile at u when they receive the flowers from u. XD haha. u know how when u see others are feel happy u will feel the same too? XD thats why i think working at a floral shop would really allow me to gain a lot of new experiences. :)

and today i realise gerbera can look really pretty too. next time u want buy flowers for females u should get 3 stalks for gerbera all must be different colour (i recommend yellow pink orange etc) . no plastic wrap just like that perhaps maybe with the ribbon as deco or sth... IT LOOKS FREAKING NICE! :D I LIKE! i didnt realise it until i saw shu yuan (my colleague who is quite pretty! ^^v) passed the gerberas to the customer. XD haha.

but lunch break is usually the most saddening part. :( i have to eat like a loner at the fountain of taka. and my packed bento is always cold T.T may(my other colleague) told me staff canteen is very boring so i just decided to eat near the fountain. so for the past 3 days i've been eating by myself and watching infinite's 'before the dawn' and 'paradise' dance rehearsal videos. and 'oppa oppa'. hopefully i can find other new videos so i can dl and put inside the itouch. lol. the itouch like became mine. XD my sis doesnt use it anymore.

anw 2011 has been quite enjoyable. i mean. overall as a year its pretty awesome... scrape the a's and prelims part. XD so it started of with me being an ogl which i absolutely have no regrets abt it and i have my own bunch of og kids ^^ hehe so cute. followed by syf? yup. its quite a pity we got a gold but oh well. we just got to be contented with what we have. plus its over now. ^^ then bailamos. wa sehh... all the scoldings by zaki was just mad~~~ lol. kk.. nvm. its over now. but i still enjoy dancing his dance ^^ mystical journey with the fish-dip lift that i was doing with kevin. its like a trust fall kinda thing. i miss it quite a lot. XD cos u just fall. and spin. and the guy will do all the work. WAHAHAHA. *evil senior* XD yup. then prelims and stuff. aiya. basically i learnt a lot in 2011. there was up and of course there were down. now a brand new year awaits. 2012. hmm.. seems promising yet uncertain at the same time. XD haha. but idk. i will just go with flow~ God has his own plans~ whee!

its really 1st Jan 2012 tmr and this year has passed by really fast! i hope to achieve what ive written for my new year's resolutions and live life to the fullest because u nv know if the world its really gonna end in 21 dec 2012 XD haha. of course i hope it wont because i still have many stuff i wanna do. ^^ haha.

sungkyu and hoya for my eyecandy ^^v

hehe. yup. spread the love~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!
HAVE A BLESSED 2012~

항상신년울간직해라

2011-12-28T21:35:00.005+08:00

keep calm and point your toes

hello.
its wed and yea.. lol. i guess this shall be the blog post before i go for work tmr. XD haha. i had my first 2nd tutee lesson today. omg. i swear shes so distracted. LOL. gg. no offence but i hate handling such kids. waa.... make me cannot teach properly. and this will result me in feeling guilty when receiving my pay cos its like im not fully doing my job. zzz plus the mother is freaking nice and all but omg. i actually planned for today's lesson which was supposedly chinese and math and i thought i could at least go through finish with her but no way could i have done that. T.T IDK WHAT TO DO NOW.... she just doesnt like studying and lazy to think and apparently hates math and science too unlike my the other tutee who is honest and hardworking and math is her only weak point. lol. i sound like im bitching abt my tutees. no im not. im just complaining abt the difference in attitude they have towards learning. *sigh...*

still remember that time during bacc service, mrs soong gave my class this ang bao which she had written 'ATTITUDE IS A SMALL THING THAT MAKES A BIG DIFFERENCE'. definitely true. lol. i kinda miss her. XD and pat sum. oh man. and the teachers who had taught sb1. :x #ac-schoolsick

and i just tried on my florist uniform. XD haha. im WOMAN IN BLACK. WIB~ ^^v actually its just black polo, black pants and my black sneakers. plus my (imitation) red fred perry backpack. XD haha! im sooo gonna stand out cos of its redness~ and i asked my mum to buy me a bento box in taiwan. LOL. haha i intend to save $$$ on meals when i work. *sigh..* money is really not easily earn. waa.. let me rant a bit more. i feel like stabbing myself when i was teaching my first tutee today. i think if i really cannot tank i may just quit. *peace. kk... the money saved up its gonna be used for my uni tuition fee so better save more!

recently i got hook to infinite. XD reminded me of the time when i was hooked to suju. haha. must be amelia's and cass's fault. they kept telling me abt infinite. and ive been watching 'sesame player' by them XD haha so cute~ ^^

this is Hoya~ real name lee ho won. 1991. 2 YEARS OLDER THAN ME! lol. kk. auditioned for superstar k but eliminated. main rapper and lead dancer and vocalist. i kinda think he looks like ryeo wook? not the built but the face and the single eyelid. actually he looks more like xiah junsu from jyj/dbsk. hes 2cm taller than ryeowook. ;D

check out the define jaw line ^^v

lol. im fangirling already. he and dong woo are such a cute couple in infinite! ^^ ppl call them the yadong couple. sounds wrong cos yadong means porn in korean XD HAHA! then they made sungjeong said it in sesame player which caused a huge uproar cos hes the maknae. XD hehe. hope they will come singapore~ ^^ HAHA! lol. if not i fly to korea.

kk. i think im gonna write my new year's resolution tmr or sth. if im not tired from cutting stalks and cleaning flowers. XD hehe. im really quite excited for work! ^^ hopefully it will turn out fine and may God watch over me and Lingli as well who will be going for her interview at taka as well~ ^^ postitive attitude opens the optimistic path in your life! HWAITING! JAJAJA~!

HOYA AND RYEOWOOK! LESS THAN 3! ^^

btw running man dam addictive. MONDAY COUPLE!~ ^^

inspirted elf~

2011-12-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

couple bag pack with pling~ ^^v

hello.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! :D woa... finally on the day itself i felt the christmas-y mood! ^^ must be yesterday's christmas flea @scape which hit me. haha. this is like my far most most successful flea market i'd ever been too. i bought 2 tops, 1 shorts, 1 skirt, 1 bagpack and 1 handbag for $16. my god~ the fred perry backpack was $10! XD but i think its imitation cos it wont be so cheap. haha. anw i one of the top which i had bought was really nice and peiling and regina were fighting with me for it! XD HAHA! but i wonder how come other shoppers didnt dig out before that. lol. plus the plain polaroid film cost only $10!!! :O next time i should just go scape and buy the film after work. XD so whenever i press the shutter button my heart wont be so painful. hehe.

speaking of work, i just received the call today that i got to start work on thurs until 1st jan! :O which means i only have abt 3 days freedom(?) left. actually no. wed i have 2 tuition class. waa.. one in the morning one in the afternoon. aigooo.... my life. ok. wait. i needa chill. ok. im working on 1st jan which means i can EARN $7 AN HOUR THAT DAY! YAY! actually i dont mind working on the public hols~ ^^ hehe. im working on cny and valentine also. lol. forever alone so working on valentine would allow me to divert my attention on mostly roses XD haha. COME BUY FLOWERS FROM ME FOR YR LOVED ONES! can get me a flower too *hint hint ^^ *

i had my first tuition class on wed too. quite ok. but at the end of the lesson i realised my throat was SUPER dry.. omg. now i know how teacher feels when they talk for non-stop. especially during lectures. haha. my student is my grand grand grand grand..... junior from my pri sch. XD haha. so interesting~ but her math really abit shaky but its kk~ im here to save her! MUAHAHAHA! ^^

my parents left for taiwan yesterday and now i bet they are enjoying life.. *sigh* i really wanna go overseas but i think i only can go back next april :( so sad.... hopefully by that time i would have save enough $$ to shop. XD haha. and finally i get to buy clothes that are non-winter! XD ive been going back taiwan during the winter season and finally im going back during summer time. ^^

kk... anw its christmas! ^^ i would like thank God for making everything so smoothly. honestly i think without him i would already have broken down and without all the wise and encouraging words that he gave i would not be here today. thank you lord so much and i pray all the people out there~! ^^

"For in Him we live and move and exist."
-Acts 17:28

2011-12-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

장미

hello.
i think next time if i have a daughter i will name her 장미 Jang Mi~ it means rose in korean. anw I GOT ACCEPTED TO BE A FLORIST~!!! :D yay! first job of my life! haha. (Y)

come find me @ Florist Shi Ki
Talking Hall
Takashimaya Basement 1
Keep walking straight(away from the esclators) after you see KFC and turn right! :D

My boss is Jap! how cool! and woaa..... i never really actually imagine myself working as a florist. haha. i mean like ive been looking for like receptionist/clerk jobs and i just happen to find shiki adverstising online so i just gave it a shot. hehe. *pat on my own back* i wont say the pay its that great but its better than most shops outside. so yea. another *pat* ^^v HWAITING! I WILL DO MY BEST IN THE FIRST JOB! oh yea. anyone got spare polo tee? black/white? it will be my uniform. haha. i only have my obs shirt. i didnt buy the ac one last year during funorama.

and today! thum thum thum~ I FOUND A TUTEE~! :D P3 ENG AND MATH! yay!! and its like just 5-10 mins walk away from my house. DAEBAK. ^^ must really thanks Smita cos she found a full time job and she cant continue teaching. THANK YOU! kk. i need to go popular soon and look up on the assessment books on wed/thurs before my first lesson on fri! :O

actually idk if i need to work on weekends. lol. i forgot to ask during the interview. XD cos i thought i still need to wait for my boss's call for confirmation but she said in her jap accent 'nono! accepted already!' XD haha! then i think the overjoy and stuff made me forgot what i needed to ask. =.=

ive been learning korean by myself again. not sure if i will succeed this time. XD haha. i found this website which its really detailed and useful. talktomeinkorean.com (Y) highly reccommend this. but before that u need to know all the characters. lol. sigh... so i kinda wasted $100 last year in my korean class. cos now i only can remember how to read and write but i dont understand what it means. aigoo.. ok. hwaiting!

VISIT ME!!! http://cheerrox.deviantart.com :D

oh. my 1 year 'marriage' with regina on fb. lol. shes gonna divorced me soon... T.T and be with her bf... i shall change my status to divorced.

and i changed my banner!!! :D

2011-12-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

Yoo Ah In

hello.
Ive been slogging at home... watching city hunter and running man. aigoo... i need to successfully get a job soon if not i will just be wasting my life on kdramas and variety shows. anw i went for my first job interview yesterday which was quite alright. she didnt really ask me any questions related to the job but more like when are u free, location preference and stuff... so idk :/ meh.. but i dont really wanna work in a office. dam sian..

I called up sch today to ask if there were admin job. lol. maybe i will get to work in ac like yiling.. shredding fun-o-rama tickets which were maybe 10 years ago. XD haha honestly i dont mind doing that. if its office/admin job hopefully ac will take me. COME ON~! ACCEPT ME! i wouldnt mind travelling an hour everyday and i get to eat sch food! ^^ haha. have been missing the yong tau foo so badly :(

talking abt food. theres this mega huge ulcer/s in my mouth. freaking painful. i cant even talk properly now.... zzz. T.T and i take like 30mins to eat my meals. thats how bad it is. *sigh*

i just read the article on alkpop abt Ali being a rape victim. honestly i am mega shock! :O i have no idea how a strong vocalist like her had such sad/emotional past. i really admire her courage to speak to the public abt it. I mean of course its a shameful past to anyone who may have sth like this happened before but that what makes her much stronger. I started noticing Ali through immortal song 2 and her 'red dragonfly' has always been my favourite. I just feel like telling her that she had really done a great job in telling this to the public and i believe that no matter what happened before, now or in the future she must always remain strong and *hugs* aigoo.. this makes me teary-eyed. :x lalala~ ignore me.

ALI HWAITING!!!

"For you know that when your faith is tested,
your endurance has a chance to grow."
-James 1:3

2011-12-13T20:26:00.003+08:00

troublemaker ^^v

hello.
yup.. got addicted to the song mainly due to the whistle which is always in the bg and the starting part was quite catchy after awhile haha. ^^ and omg hyuna looks freaking hot in the mv and her eyes are so mesmerizing. oh man... im quite sure she has a long way to go in the kpop industry and i would like to see her more in the future.. maybe not so much portrayed in the sexy way but more of her true personality. aigoo.. ppl always trash hyuna cos her image but its not really up to her choice to portray what kind of image. its usually the company. so yea. peace out (v)

went out with oak and na yesterday to cine to watch 'new year's eve!' :D haha its a good movie! and im so glad we chose that movie. it just got me thinking abt the year as well as if 2012 is the next day XD haha. i guess... i accomplish quite a far bit in 2011? XD anw yea.. its like i guess i shouldnt make so many scholar frens next time. LOL. its like once we graduate and stuff ppl will just leave... :/ suckstobeme. perhaps the next time i will see them will be march next year when we receive our results and im pretty sure they will be on stage. haha. aigoo.. im grateful for meeting them. and we kinda only got close this year. hehe. i will miss the 2 of u~

lol. and went out with my sis today to get base coat for nail. cos recently ive been looking for tutoring jobs and usually parents request for ems for pri level. but i usually cant apply for it cos i scared idk how to teach eng. and so we went to popular and i started looking at the eng assessment books. XD it was the fill in the blanks kind of thing which i hated it so badly back in p6 haha! and then one of the compre question asked 'what does eminent means?' i swear me and my sis stunned there.

me: eminent? prominent?
sis: ...
me: pioneer? one of the first few?*flips to passage*
sis: yea i think so too..
*flips to ans key*
answer key: FAMOUS
me and sis: ...
me: at least now we know..

XD

haha. i guess my vocab still isnt that great after all. XD

lalalala~ running man with sjk back is so cute~! ^^ and omg yea ever since i started uploading my graphics on deviantart ppl have been 'star'-ing it. haha. thanks carpenter ^^

니 맘을 깨물고 도망칠 거야 고양이처럼
넌 자꾸 안달이 날 거야 내 앞으로 와 어서 화내보렴
내 섹시한 걸음 니 머리 속에 발동을 거는
은근한 스킨십 얼굴에 비친 못 참아 죽겠단 니 눈빛
-현아

2011-12-08T20:37:00.010+08:00

dear sharon! ^^ (we are same height!)

closest og mate! ^^ gordon!

nana~! i will miss u when u go back to vietnam! :/

keefe! perissotera lift partner~! :D

timmah~ legend of the night ^^

hello.
prom= DAEBAK! haha. actually it wasnt really very very awesome but i guessed it was quite well spent with hilarious incidents happening throughout the night. XD

so actually after morning dance prac sharon decided to come to my house to do make up and stuff and after that we headed off to marriot for blocking. i cant put eyeliner on my upper eyelid. haha. only can put on my lower eyelash area T.T i still have a lot to learn. this is gonna sound bimbo but i think putting the mascara put its always the best/most fun part for me XD hehe.

yea so after blocking dancers waited for ppl to arrive and take their seats. lol. all of us were so nervous! which is true. i think this was worse than cny performance at nus guild house. woa... freak la. the audience how close and the vip table was really right smack in the middle. *shudders* but i hoped the dance was alright? XD haha. as in it was quite alright for me and the partner work with yohanes was quite cool too ^^ haha.

after that we went to change and oh yea. cos i was wearing my dress and then apparently suddenly most of the dancers stopped talking and i hit my elbow against the toilet roll container thingy and it was super loud. and ppl thought sth happened to me. like i hit my head or sth. XD haha. then i just started laughing non-stop in the cubicle. haha sounds weird. and i wore my heels super fast yesterday! like the zip dam smooth! XD haha. yup yup.

on the way back met janan and joel outside the toilet cos i was waiting for dancers also. lol. awkward max with his weird costume! XD haha i was like 'hi u look cool and weird with yr costume'. then finally got to my table! my table number was 27! hehe. and they saved food for me. haha thanks guys! omg. the jellyfish dam nice. but at first i didnt know what it was mike starting laughing at me. zzz. its kk. i forgive u cos u sang well last night XD haha.

mike singing~ (Y)

oh yea! nat and cleo sang as well! ^^ love their voice.

omg and yes. timmah. wa.. for the first time i was proud of him. XD haha nahh. thats not true. first time i feel MORE proud of him. he went up on stage and drank the weird mixture that christabel was supposed to drink cos she was the prom queen. good job tim. ^^ this guy ar.. stole the limelight la~ haha.

actually. yea. so after that. took lots of photos using ahem.. weiliang's dslr. *cough cough* yup. not mine. sigh.... i want my own dslr :( but super heavy since its like extra baggage for me when i left for cheryl's house. and omg! i dropped of at the bus stop earlier before her house and i had to walk this super long journey... T.T and my feet were aching like mad. 11cm heels no joke man... and she came and fetch me. haha. XD cos i was kinda lost. hehe. bought i bought stuff from macs for her! our supper! :D

cinnanom melts. vanilla cherry crumble. sprite and green tea.

haha. so we talked and eat and oh man. i missed her so much ever since she left for australia and now shes back for hols before she begins uni next year. yup and we squeezed on one bed. lol. and i think this morning she mistook me as her bolster or sth. zzz.

yup. thats abt it. ^^ i spent my post prom with cheryl. LOL. yea... im still very tired. ok. i will try and find a tutoring job soon. teach pri sch kids. i think my life will be easier. haha. XD whee~

The way you acting lately
makes me down~
-Blues

2011-12-05T20:51:00.003+08:00

hello.
have been travelling around orchard these days cos of dance and well mainly for prom. i didnt know the american club has such a big dance studio! i think its like the size of the sch's inner and outer studio. (Y) i like. but i think i left my bottle there yesterday :/

anw preparation for prom dance has been doing well so far ^^ just scared that for a few parts of the dance it will be... awkward btw the dancers and the audience~~ lol. aigoo.. quite worried that the floor is carpet material. and omg. haha i forgot to mention that im doing partner work with yohanes and its so freaking funny when we were trying out the first few times. XD haha. but hopefully it will turn out well on the day ^^

and i bought my prom dress~ yay! plus my heels. i think i will be abt 172 cm on that day. LOL. actually i liked the heel alot and it goes well with my dress but apparently they only had the size smaller than my original feet but i was like heck la so i squeezed in and i managed to wear it. and the shop owner was also like kinda amazed by me. XD haha. so i bought it. but my mum kinda scolded me cos she said it was one size smaller!!! lol. aiya.. long story but nvm. she liked my dress though so it was alright ^^ hehe.

yup yup. oh yea and i met michelle at far east today! :D shes still so pretty and she remembers me~~ hehe. aiya.. i met alot of ppl. and i met shyen also. LOL. and i saw mandy. woa. and i met ashton. aigoo.. idk if i can make it next year on what we promised each other lol. when he asked me how was a's i was like 'ahhh.. dont talk abt it. everything was quite alright except for chem p3' which is more or less true. maybe... i can? XD haha. but shant put my hopes high. :)

and oh yea. i highly recommend watching 'sungkyunkwan scandal' lol. not just cos sjk is inside but theres yoo ah in inside. ^^ all the hot korean stars inside XD its like a historical version of 'you're beautiful'? quite cool. haha.

I got a man whos always late.
Anytime when we have a date.
But i love him.
Yes i love him.
-Blues

2011-11-30T21:34:00.003+08:00

hello
A LEVELS ARE OVER~! ^^ WHOOTS! *throw confetti* yay!!!! haha. cant seem to hide my excitement~~~~ lalala~

lingli cass yunli pearlyn shimin tim and weiliang came over to my house to watch mama! actually it was only the girls but timmah tagged along cos hes meeting his sec sch frens at bishan at 8 apparently. yea.. so it took us quite awhile to get to my house cos it was raining like mad and after that the lrt broke down and we were kinda tired. usually after the lrt have to walk back to my house. lol. kenna asked a lot of times by timmah to ask me move to a more accessible area. lol. shit u XD

anw yea. watched the red carpet. lol. we kinda commenting on how the red carpet was and theres this person from mnet america. woa cannot tank her voice. XD haha. no offence. and then saw song joong ki's red carpet!!! ^^ aigoo... so cute~ hehe. after that snsd came followed by suju. ryeowook's hair looks pretty cool yesterday and leeteuk's too ^^

hahaha. then timmah left and weiliang came over. he had some theory driving test? lol. idk la cos on twitter he said theres no test. kk whatever. so yea. saw missA's good bye baby performance. dam nice. waaa... i admire fei~ her chuan fan shen is so nice~~~ :D used to do that in sec sch but i couldnt do it continously like her. aigoo~ and jia's starting part of good bye baby dam awesome also. i like how she controlled her bg dancers' bamboo stick with her leg. (Y) i think the perfomance was quite awesome but it would be better if it was more concrete ^^ yup yup.

and of course suju's superman+mr simple+ sorry sorry remix= DAEBAK! i like it alot~ mega like. giga like~ lol. anw the starting was with eunhyuk coming down from the 'sky' and siwon flying across the indoor stadium. XD apparently sm artistes like to fly around a lot. im quite sure snsd's concert in sg soon jessica or someone else will start flying around also. XD haha. just saying~ haha.

oh yea then during mr simple ryeowook's part
me: ZOOM ZOOM IN! CAMERAMAN! RYEOWOOK'S PART!!!
tv screen: *camera man zooms in*
everybody in my house: WOA! *laughs*
cass: ask ryeowook wink!
me: WINK WINK!
*next sec later* RYEO WOOK WINKED!!! XDDDDD HAHAHHAHAHAHA. lol im getting high.

haha that was really funny. XD and then at the starting of sorry sorry perf they were walking infront to the circle stage and lingli was like 'how come some ppl walk also can so nice one?' LOL. i swear that was dam funny. haha!

anw so proud of my boys~! ^^ they won sg's choice award, best male grp award and album of the year award! yay! actually i think the album one really deserve cos their current album is much better than their 4th album. yup ^^v oh yea! and huh gak won best new comer award? cant remember. but yay!! congrats to him!~

and after watching yesterday's suju's stage.... i think im gonna go ss4 next year. XD their charisma too powerful already la. at first i didnt wanna go cos the tic gonna be like $213++ again and have to get ticket very ma fan. but no. dont care. im gonna go watch their ss4 when they come sg next year ^^ before leeteuk enlists~ aigoo. one more going army already. but then.. at least kangin is coming back to join the grp next april! so i guess! its quite balance now? XD haha.

yay!! so hyped up now! cant wait to start shopping with na on sun after dance prac!!! oh yea speaking abt it. waa. mega packed dance prac. gonna start dancing from tmr until prom. going oldham hall to learn the dance from na first before officially going for blocking on fri. stupid tim made me cannot go class dinner. roar! sighh... but it ends at 9 so idk if i should still go for class dinner. :/

gonna start finding a job after prom too~ time to earn money and save up for my dslr!!! :D

2011-11-27T21:50:00.003+08:00

song joong ki

hello.
this guy too cute/goodlooking already. and i informed ppl going to korea for their hols to kidnap him for me XD haha. ive started watching sungkyunkwan scandal cos of him also. aigoo... gonna fangirl over him when a's are officially over. haha. maybe i should just go become a graphic designer or sth. since i enjoy doing graphic art. or maybe thats cos i like to look at ppl with good quality photos also. haha.

just been thinking alot lately. :/ thinking abt my future. what do i really wanna do. of course i want to dance. but honestly speaking its not practical if i really want to make it as a career. that can only be counted as extra earnings. and i dont want to stuck with office work. thats the thing that i cannot tank. so boring. waste yr youth there. maybe i should just listen to gordon and be an air stewardess. travel around the world and see life in different perspectives. and i can see clouds in such a near distance ^^ dont u think clouds are so amazing? i will never get bored looking at them. haha.

hehe. yes i did 2 graphics of sjk. hes just to awesome already XD

yup yup last 2 papers already! hwaiting hwaiting! ^^ a week full of activities to look forward to!

tues: mama @ my house with class girls
wed: drama/running man all the way
thurs: dance with na! and maybe oak lol.
fri: class dinner
sat: hang out with myself at home
sun: PROM DRESS SHOPPING WITH NA! :D

aigoo.. i cant wait to dance. but i will be footthong-less D: xiuming hasnt returned me mine which means... i cant do a double! gg. and she just went overseas!

but still~ HWAITING! ITS THE LAST LAP!!! :D

"I will never fail you.
I will never abandon you."
- Hebrews 13:5

2011-11-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

life should be as colourful as these

hello.
sup man. im really bored at home even though i still have my last 3 papers, its really a torture for the last 3 days to be doing physics paper 3 and more paper 3... seriously dam bored. i really cant wait for this to be over next next tues and ppl will come crashing my house to watch mama awards~ ^^ haha.

so i was writing a fanfic just now. lol. yes i was that bored. i think its gonna be at least 2 shots. everytime i say i wanna write 1 shot i ended up writing chapers of it zzz... i should control myself XD haha

on fri night went to jurong point with cass, shimin, yunli and pearlyn to meet 2PM~!!!! :D and i saw the 6 boys!!! haha! but its quite a bad experience comparing the shinee's incident and this. it was mega pack with hottest. actually its supposed to start at 630 but we met up around 430 and hanged around at starbucks playing mono deal and then like abt 6? we went to the fan meet area and it was like seriously filled with ppl from the 1st floor to 3rd. but cass and i managed to squeeze all the way infront. LOL. not all the way but i think abt 10m from the stage? considering the fact that we only go there at 6pm is quite good already. so yea. they slowly arrived and they appeared on stage. i hate false alarms. the fans will just start screaming like mad and it always happens. beg, shinee, suju.. wa. cannot tank. lol. but i tiptoed like the entire way and my legs were freaking aching like mad by the time i reached home. zzz. anw all of them looked really good in real life ^^ esp nichkhun and wooyoung. haha!

someone buy me a book pls. or lend me. im so bored at home..... zzz. or call me. text me. prank call me also can. i wont get mad. i think. XD haha. oh yea! and prom's dance is finally confirmed. ms wee is not free to choreo another new dance so we are gonna re use the dance from bailamos. not gonna reveal which dance but its some dance that i wasnt in. lol. so all the more even more gg for me! have to learn the steps in 1/2 days time and practice blocking and dancing with the rest. waaa... stress stress. :/ but with all the dancers working together im sure we will be able to pull through this ^^ yay~ and i feel like shopping for my dress already... lol.

SOMEONE JIO ME OUT?!! i dont even mind even if we just meet up and drink bubble tea or sth. XD

"Faith is the confidence that
what we hope for will actually happen;
it gives us assurance about things that we cannot see."
-Hebrews 11:1

2011-11-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

cry cry cant u see the music

hello.
my com officially died. using my sis's spare com to blog. which means all my past graphics, blog coding, html, photos, videos and music are... gone. zzz. hate it. graphics!! arghhhh!!! all those are very hard to find them again. T.T esp when some of the old sites are gone~... my texture and brushes.. wa..... but i mean its alright. my tablet has been loyal to me for the past 5 years? abt there. so yup. i guess its abt time for it to die... LOL.

a's. yup. 6 more papers left. wasnt a good start cos of chem but oh well. gotta make it up for paper 2 and 1. and im really worried for geog this week :/ like i study study my examples and stuff and after awhile i will just forget. T.T my memory not as good as before already.

and honestly... why must all the top girl grps comeback at this timing?!? t-ara, wg, snsd, secret, beg... etc. but i like t-ara new concept ^^ dark and nice. haha. reminds of the time when they were promoting 'lies'. oh yea! and yesterday when i was immortal song 2. the song which hong kyung min was so freaking impactful. woa~~ hes so good. ^^

kk kk. shant spend too much time here. JIAYOU FOR MY PHYSICS PAPER 2, CHEM P2 AND GEOG THIS WEEK!!! HWAITING HWAITING! ^^

2011-11-05T23:14:00.003+08:00

춤추
i miss dancing in heels. although it will ache like mad later

hello.
3 things which happened today made me feel quite happy/theres still interesting stuff in life which u can anticipate

1. went out to my lunch with my sis and during that the someone was having traditional chinese funeral and so they had all those music and stuff. and it was quite loud. so we went into the lift and suddenly it just got very quiet. oh yea before that i was doing mjc phy prelim planning question on strength of sound vs pressure.

me: woa. our lift door sound proof ar?
sis: ooh.. really eh. cannot hear the music anymore.
me: HAHA! just now i was still doing the planning question about sound strength XD

*got out of lift* .... realised that the ppl holding the funeral already had walked like super far away. /retarded moment

2. saw a truck load of sheep on my way to market
like seriously. yang meh meh~ MEH~~~~ so that was quite a rare sight ^^ but i think they are gonna be slaughtered :x

3. this small indian boy tried to stop me and play soccer with him (LOL dont laugh)
i went down to the mama shop to get ice cream cos i had suddenly craving so its like before that i already saw a few small boys playing soccer. when i came out he suddenly ran infront of me and started smiling at me and was speaking tamil but apparently i cant understand so yea i just smiled at him but after that he ran away. LOL.

it just gets me thinking like how now although im stressed out over a's and stuff theres still moments which i find life interesting. haha. maybe thats how God works. finding happiness in small things in life. which i think its really interesting. ^^

and i watched immortal song 2 today. and davichi's kang min kyung perf was OMG. BREATHTAKING. TOUCHING. freak i was tearing. BUT I DIDNT CRY! haha. really quite amazing how a song can move ppl. hehe. and shin song jae's perf was awesome as usual. ^^

so yup. perhaps my last blog post until i find time to blog again. maybe around mid nov? yup. HWAITING HWAITING!!!! :D

"For God has not given us a
spirit of fear and timidity,
but power, love and self discipline."
- 2 Timothy 1:7

2011-10-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

i would love to do this one day ^^

hello.
haha. omg i think the picture is so cool~ XD about 8 more days to a's and everyday is just passing by so scarily quickly. :/

this morning i just happened to watch 'screening humanity' on kbs world and they showed this guy who is a national team. at first i was thinking how come they are showing him cos he looked pretty normal to me and i realised he was blind like omg! hes quite good looking (with his single eyelids XD) somemore. haha! anw.. yea quite poor thing :/ hes 25 now and he was blind at the age of 20. its just so scary.. i mean i didnt watch the front so idk how he became blind but its like can u imagine one day u just turn blind? >< oh man.. on the bright side~ hes taking part in london 2012 paralympic so yea thats not so bad~ ^^ wish him all the best!~

yesterday i finally completed my SUJU 6TH ANNIVERSARY SJ-WORLD PROJECT~! :D hehe. thanks weiliang for walking with me around orchard finding my postcard XD i feel like my postcard is quite sloppy zzz. like its not sth a fan will send to their idol but i have no choice already cos if i dont send by yesterday idk if it will arrive at incheon on time or not. and guess what? my post card is the same price as my postage stamp. LOL.

omg... and i cant wait for a's to be over like really~~~ theres a whole list of thing i wanna do. and yea im gonna follow what gordon did on his tumblr. ^^

1. attend dance classes :D
2. cut and dye my hair! ^^
3. work and earn money and save up and buy my semi-pro camera
4. go korea and meet my boys (lol. the latter is kinda elusive)
5. all-nighter with regina cheryl tracy and qianning at sentosa/coffee bean
6. continue my korean classes ^^
7. start ballet with sharon :D
8. go back ac and visit mai juniors and the fruit stall auntie ^^
9. DRINK GONG-CHA/KOI!

ok im sure theres more but... yea. thats all i can think of now. ^^ hehe.

shes da bomb. please watch. and her other videos also haha. MEGA (Y) daebak!

and im in love with ali's red dragonfly on immortal song~~~ ^^

2011-10-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

khuntoria couple ^^

hello.
so its been a week of mock exams and mugging as usual. just marked my math mock not long ago and i think i got around 67/8? 2/3 MORE MARKS TO AN A!!! *sigh* got to work much harder. hwaiting!!! ^^

and got feedback from gp tutor that actually my language is quite alright in aq but somehow in paper 1 its kinda screwed up. why ar? i also dunno. i think its usually cos during aq my mind is kinda saturated and sometimes i really anyhow write but when it comes to essay or sth i will try and be careful abt my grammar tenses and stuff but i guessed its not working :/

oh yea. j1s got back their promos result yesterday and im so proud of you Sharon! congrats on being promoted and she passed everything! ^^ yay!!! *clap clap* on the other hand quite worried for some of my dance juniors and other junior. :/ during times like this is not abt whether they can promote or even advanced case or sth. i guessed its whether if they are really suited to go through the rigorous 2 years in preparation for their a's. i still tend to think if my grades would have been better if i didnt choose the subjects that im currently doing now. somehow science just doesnt really click for me in jc. but then again what would i have taken if i didnt take phy and chem. h2 geog h2 math h2 chem h1 econs? haa... kk why am i thinking abt this now. kk. PHYSICS AND CHEM I LOVE YOU~ 2 MORE WEEKS TO A'S AND THERES NTH I CAN DO NOW EXCEPT FOR MUGGING THEM.

im liking secret's comeback alot! haha. i think its better than madonna! LOL. somehow i just think all of them improved alot esp zinger and sunhwa~ whoots whoots! ^^ LOVE IS MOVE~ 사랑은 MOVE MOVE 사랑은 MOVE MOVE~ HAHA.

[RANDOM WANTS] i wanna buy a semi pro. :x why so ex...

_
your actions make me think a lot. stop being so nice to me. i dont want history to repeat itself.

2011-10-16T22:19:00.005+08:00

ACJC's white tiles

RED BLUE GOLD; SHIMIN'S OUT OF FRAME~

AC DANCE ^^

2SB1'11 :D

hello.
so this is it like yea.. end of my formal education. :( sucks to feel this way. idk why but i think ac is the least amt of years i'd spent in but i feel the most attached to it. really. maybe cos its the rush of jc life? XD maybe cos of dance? or perhaps the amt time we spent in sch with frens? haha.

i should have blog abt this on bacc service itself. now i kinda lost the feel~ XD haha. going back sch for the entire week for mock. T.T 2nd prelim. better do well. time to redeem myself. HWAITING!

__
i really wonder what the text u sent to me mean. are u just being nice or are u being a bit more than nice? i hope im just thinking too much and yea. i should stop all this wishful thinking.

2011-10-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

hello.
this is gonna be the last week of school left in ac and im gonna be quite sad... but then the thing is that on bacc.. i have to stay back for phy mocks. zzz. so its like maybe i will cry during bacc? and then after that i will go and calm myself and continue doing phy. LOL. whos those idiots who chose thurs?!!! ROAR!

i need to do this before i graduate:
- climb backgate (I MUST DO THIS!)
- try the rest of the food i havent try in the canteen before
- take photo with the smiley
- have a late night piano performance at the lobby.. by myself LOL
- squeeze entire 2SB1 into the lift
- cherish my every morning with the dancers at table

i guess thats bout it? *sighh.. i need to learn how to climb backgate. i wanted to do it since last year but i still didnt get to do it T.T and now im graduating. i always see ppl ninja-climb the gate and im truly amazed by them. *thumbs up*

anw.. i liked the graphic that i made. ^^ its so yeon from t-ara! i kinda followed the album concept and i used the box box thing similar to the album. haha. i think this was the first female kpop group album that i have. yup. i like the purple tattoo like thing at the back and i discovered a new skill at ps. hahahahaha.. imma proud of myself. XD

oh yea. this week i found out that there was actually this korean scholarship being offered but then the dateline is like tmr. zzz. i only saw it on wed or sth and im so freaking pissed. its like scholarship. OMG. to snu, yonsei and even korea uni. T.T nvm... i shall just take it that im not meant to be a scholar XD

haha. tmr is the last chapel in ac. gonna cherish it ^^

"Always be joyful.
Never stop praying.
Be thankful in all circumstances,
for this is God's will for you which belong to Christ Jesus."
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

2011-10-01T22:39:00.002+08:00

honoured

hello.
im glad this tiring week is finally over.. but it also means that i only have 8 school days left in ac. eh.. i just thought of sth. i should do a '8 days polaroid project' HAHA! everyday one polaroid XD actually this is quite cool.. why didnt i think of that earlier before. ok. i should start doing that from mon onwards. ^^

honour's night was quite alright. sat at the last row with dancers and josh talking crap=entertainment haha. XD cheered v. loudly for laura~!! shes on principal's honours roll! imma so proud of her! as well as p! haha! his photoshoot with the indian dance costume was so cute~ ^^

met regina and her bf and tracy as well~ yay! ^^ great time camwhoring with them at the bleachers. and i did an embarrassing thing as well T.T why does such stuff always happen to me?

i tried to do a jump shot. but then my left court shoe is looser than the one on the right cos idk why its just looser. no i dont have one big one small foot. its just the court shoes. ^^ anw i jumped and my shoe flew like ten thousand miles away. LOL. AND THERE WERE AC PPL THERE! T.T and pling tried to steal it away from it. but HAHA. i managed to snatch it back in time. hehe.

earlier this week i got pangseh-ed by my class out of the lift. we were going for math and waiting for the lift. after that ruth's class came out and i was supposed to meet her before assembly to return her her vest but i forgot :/ lol. so yea. i was like desperately trying to dig it out from my bag but i took out vic's instead and my 3/4 was in the lift already and i was like 'omg no!'. apparently timmah tried to scare me by closing the lift door but it was full so it just closed in the end. =.= wts. seriously. timmah u suck. XD haha. after that cheryl was like 'HAHA YR CLASS SO BAD' LOL. and i took the lift on my own after that. zzz.

ahh.. oh yea. after i left the stage yesterday.. mrs soong was there and she told 'after this go back and study hard' sigh. my heart really dropped that time. :( my grades still suck big time. kk i promised i will do you proud.

jia you!!!!
항상신년울간직해라. ^^

2011-09-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

hello.
life's good with 3 mock exams coming up.. hmm~ :/

was talking to ashton on fri and he reminded me of my final goals. maybe its really possible? idk. i hope the milo he gave me did me good. and just now when i was packing my file.. i found the yellow sheet of paper that pat sum gave us at the start of the year. i doubt i actually met any of my target... shucks~

about 3 more weeks left in ac? gg. gotta speed up the passing of my autograph book. and cherish my time left at the void deck. i really love the void deck. lol. nice place.

and im learning paparazzi~ yay! ^^ the dance so cute~! hehe. kk hwaiting!!!

2011-09-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

i love dance because its escapism

hello.
my life is screwed. nv gotten such poor grades in my life before. ive been lagging really badly. all these emotions dont show until like a day later. whats wrong with me?

There are far too many times when im upset and just wanna break down and cry. I really wonder if i can make a difference to my future in the next 39 days. I just pray that no matter how tough, stressful and tiring these 39 days will be, God you will give me strength.

And His glory appears like the light from sun,
age to age He shines,
oh look to the sky,
hear the angels cry,
singing holy is the Lord
- His Glory Appears Hillsong

항상신년울간직해라

I am grateful for my many supportive/helpful friends and juniors. 너무고마워~

2011-09-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

항상신념올간직해라

hello.
my blog is kinda lacking in updates. yea. but do ppl still read? hi frens if u do pls leave a tag in my dead cbox. revive it. thanks ^^

so ive been a good girl trying to catch up with geog and phy and chem. geog is really insane and i finished 1cm and im quite happy haha. :D yup. have to really put in effort for phy and chem!!! have to fulfill my dreams~

btw mrs soong told me i will have a good marriage in the future cos ive been using my pencil since p3. LOL. actually i dont why its quite surprising for some ppl i mean if u take care of yr stuff and use it properly its possible to do it. ^^ i dont like to keep changing stuff and i like to keep it. kk.. im weird. :p

went out with my sis yesterday to bugis to shop and buy koi~ :D and we had pepper lunch for lunch~ yay. good day out. i bought this $10 hk shirt cos the shirt i wanted didnt have the colour anymore!!! roar~! and i saw this really nice shoulder off dress. lol it looks abit clubbish too so i didnt buy it. sigh... i would buy it if they had black. they only had white and blue. the blue abit too bright already. and i wanna buy heels~!!! but idk why all the heels so tall! T.T i want short heels... if that even make sense. LOL.

less than 2 months to A's

I CAN DO THIS~!!! :D

2011-08-29T22:26:00.003+08:00

김치!

hello.
today i spent my day with regina and peiling at far east plaza~ we supposed to shop for regina's bf... lol. so yea we ended spending quite a long time at lyndon's XD some shop that sells guys' apparel. she bought like 5 shirts in total?! yea.. i guessed it was quite a cool experience because i realised it was my first time shopping for guy stuff and it occurred to me that guys' shirt are much more expensive than girls'. haha idk why.

got myself a tank top ^^ hehe. i bought it cos it has the word 'dance' 'twitter' 'facebook' XD haha! i didnt buy it on impulse! i guess i will wear it when its not so cold. XD

anw after that went to lingli's house for our class bbq! ^^ stupid weiliang made me wait at the tangs' bus stop and then he brought me to 3 different bus stops. =.= all wrong. was so tempted to just flagged a cab and ask him to pay the taxi fare. haha. but imma nice girl so i didnt XD my feet were already aching really bad from the non stop walking and this dude just had to worsen it XD WEILIANG U OWE ME 2 GONG CHA!

oh yea. gave lingli the necklace that i bought from far east. ^^ cute robot with a heart shape in the middle. hehe. oh! and her brownie was so nice!!! love it~! yay! and i helped out with the skewing and everything and started bbq-ing after the guys set up the fire. yup. was dam full after that. XD

left early cos i gotta reach home early! met shermin on the way home! :D haha! she dam funny. cos i saw her boarding the bus with her fren so i didnt call out. so i texted her 'eh im on the same bus with u' then she 'WHERE?!' so loudly i dont even dare to turn back and look at her XD haha. i was like omg so embarrassing XD haha! then i texted her again sth like u talk dam loud. then her fren alighted and she found me! haha. so i started talking to her. shes quite a cute girl. talk very loud and innocent ^^ haha.

today is the last day i can be so slack and playful. tmr gotta start mug. what lies ahead me in the next 61 days will be crucial. so yea. focus jou teng!!!!

"That it why we never give up.
Though our bodies are dying,
our spirits are being renewed every day.
For our present troubles are small
and wont last very long.
Yet they produce for us a glory
that vastly outweighs them and will last forever!"
- 2 Corinthians 4:16-17

2011-08-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

hello.
life has been alright after prelims. a bit of confusion but i guess i will be alright. :) gonna start mug on tues most likely geog and phy. have been thinking what i really wanted to do in the future and now everything just seems so uncertain again :(

nvm... just have to focus now. ok im blogging rubbish. lol. ignore me.

61 more days to a's jiayou!!

2011-08-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

all the joy of dancing

hello
i miss dancing.

2011-08-13T22:24:00.003+08:00

"Love never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and endures through
every circumstances."
- 1 Corinthians 18:7

hello.
MY PRELIMS HAS STARTED OMFG! >< physics was surprisingly quite alright.. maybe this time i can really reach my target :p

1 down alot more to go~ pffttt.. and geog is killing me cos its freaking 10cm worth in height and i htink i only completed 1 cm of it. T.T

2011-08-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

"Be on guard.
Stand firm in your faith.
Be courageous.
Be strong.
And do everything with love."
- 1 Corinthians 16:13-14

hello.
SUPER JUNIOR COMEBACK WAS AWESOME!!! :D ESP THE MUCORE PERF. WHOOTS~! ^^

tmr is my final national day celebration with the sch. kinda feel sad... cos its like i only finally became a singaporean this year and its like yea. u know. the first and the last celebration. haha but its kk. cos imma treasure it and sing my hearts out for my love for singapore! hehe. gonna wear my red collegiate and jew free subway cookies! :D

prelim is drawing in so quickly and theres only abt 5 more days left. im not sure whether i will meet my target this time round so im just gonna try my best :) im gonna prove to so many ppl wrong. u who said i dont seem to be showing the results. u who say some ppl will be only borderline for prelims. u who have always supported me and giving me guidance. u who nv really showed concern at all. i think. haha.

kk kk. i got my motivation know to work harder. haha its great to know u have always been the one. :D

2011-07-30T22:27:00.003+08:00

shagged

hello.
i managed to stay committed to my 'no computers during week days' policy! YEAH~!! and i managed to do quite a lot of stuff ^^ im a good girl ^^v

prelims are coming so so so so so soon~ gahhh. 13 days left. i have yet to start on geog and thats like the most scary thing. 40++ lectures to cover? :O wts. i regret counting it. lol. now thats a lot of lectures for me to cover. die liao....

ive been thinking abt what im gonna do after a's. LOL. i know i shouldnt do that yet cos prelims even over yet and im already thinking of after a's already. sighh... but yeah. thats a lot of stuff i wanna do. dye my hair red, get a part time job so that i have money to buy some cool stuff, uss, learn lots of kpop dances, continue learning korean, JOIN DANCE CLASSES... waaa.. so much more. LOL.

do u think red suits me? lol. maybe i should try brown. or try pink and be jia from miss A HAHA! no. i think my mum will slaughter me. LOL. kk. maybe just red. ^^

oh yea! i need to blog abt this. on wed/thus. cant remember which day. evan brought this hot sauce to sch and let us tried it. wts seriously. weiliang had a taste of it and his face turned super red and then he choked and teared. LOL. yes. then im like thinking 'wth?' but cass tried it and she had no reaction at all!! shimin tried it and she was like dam lag. LOL. the effect on her only happened like 5s later and it was quite funny.

so i took up the 'challenge' from cass and i ate it with the beehoon's lettuce. i swear i screamed the moment i put the sauce in my mouth. it was that BAD. its like fire!!!!! vrooom and it spreads. its like the super junior's ehb chilli episode 1. not lying. waaa.. can die sia. and its the painful kind. needles poking yr tongue. burning..... dam it. and weiliang freaking tricked shermin too. poor her~ LOL.

but oh well. i love my class 2SB1 FTW~ ^^

today i had chem tuition and then when i was waiting for my dad. there was this super super stubborn old man in the car who didnt wanna move. and beside his car theres this van. so like the road is entirely blocked so the cars behind cant pass by. this women dam pissed and honked like freaking loud. wth. LIKE SHE HELD THE HONK FOR 5 SECS?! u know how loud that was!! aiya but not her fault. i would be pissed too. and then the poor guy in the van had to move infront so that the rest can passed by. wts?! and its like the guy continued staying there until some other car got out from the parking slot. WTH! SO HE WAS WAITING FOR AN EMPTY PARKING SLOT. zzzz... inconsiderate.

nvm kk. yup. im still learning good bye baby dance ^^ i luv the dance~ whee!

2011-07-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

good bye baby good bye~

hello.
i like this artistic shot of dara. actually im not sure if its her but yea. i think its her XD

i started my chem tuition this sat. well, i thought that the teacher was quite good :D i understood ksp and transtition elements much more and im really grateful to be able to find such a good chem tutor now. yup yup. but i was like super tired after the tuition.

i miss dancing. :( i feel like dam emo on fri night when i see the j1s tweeting how awesome tech class was. *sigh.... I MISS THE STUDIO. I MISS THE SMELL. THE FLOOR. THE MIRROR. THE ROSIN AREA. THE INNER STUDIO. oh man... im dance sick. and now theres so many kpop dances that i want to learn. omg. can the girl groups stop comeback-ing! i know sept is gonna be a busy comeback month cos snsd and kara are coming back! and suju are coming back on 3rd august! :O my fave boy band! theres prelims.... zzz.

prelims. prelims. prelims. kk. studying is my top priority now. so yea. im gonna focus. :D 19 more days~! or is it 18? lol. either one. HWAITING!

miss a comeback is dam hot~! good bye baby good bye~!

2011-07-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

어쩌라고?

hello.
life is good with mugging and mocks coming up. /NOT. ^^

my chem dam shittttt... sajc mcq scored dam low. freaking demoralised :/ nvm. gonna continue mugging.

tmr is wed. wed=cca day=early day off= ppl go home=LIBRARY EMPTY! yay! haha. im gonna camp there.

sometimes i wonder who will it be. you are my last hope.

2011-07-16T23:22:00.004+08:00

my best childhood movies

hello.
so it ended today. i went to watch part 2 with my sis today. honestly i think it was ok. maybe cos ive finished the book like an hour before the show thats why i thought it was like alright. they left out quite alot and didnt quite follow the plot they originally had. but after watching the interview and speech made by the casts in the london premiere, i thought its quite a good series afterall.

harry potter had been through a generation. and im really glad that im part of that generation :D when the first movie came out i really thought potter was real. magic exists. wands cast spells and theres broomstick. i was naive. maybe i still am XD haha. anw im just grateful for all those directors who had directed the potter series. ^^

i like what daniel radcliffe had said
'(people) who will see this film and who have followed these films over the last ten years, will carry this story with them through the rest of their lives, and it will affect what they do'

and what emma watson said
'Dan, you didnt 'get lucky'- you were and are the perfect Harry and will be forever' i seriously heart this quote.

i learnt quite a far bit from hp. courage. love. friendship. determination. and maybe loads more to come just that i didnt realise. :) thanks for Harry Potter.

and yes. i had been pissed with you. idiot. u no longer are important to me anymore. good bye. and just you watched me.

2011-07-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

미치게서

hello.
i havent blog for more than a week. which is quite surprising. LOL. na... im just busy with sch these days. i guessed its really the time to start mug like mad and yea.. basically thats it. mug and mug and mug :)

5 more weeks to prelim and i have not really started on anything. sigh... and i just spent my night watching harry potter 4. oh well... i managed to do a hypothesis question in btw the commercial. XD haha. i plan to finish the nuclear phy tutorial by tmr and hypo too. after which i will mug for my urban geog test which is on tues~~ arghhh. so many lectures. and i have to stay back for my mass movement make up lec at 430.. zzz. i end at 210.

anw i have been thinking abt what i wanna study in uni. my actual plan was to go to study in yonsei uni all the way in korea but i think its not really realistic and quite a waste of time/money because i realised that nus actually offer korean language as an elective module. so yea. might as well spend the 3 years more fruitful ^^ most likely i will study geog? :/ not very very sure abt it cos my sis gave me the wth face when i told her abt it. LOL. and i said maybe chi. and she gave the wtf face which is worse. ok. im not a very normal kid so my choices tend to be weird. HAHA. but i shall see.. everything is so uncertain now :p i just hope i wont waste 3 years studying sth i wont like.

i miss dance. i miss dancing. i was learning roly poly today and it occurred to me how fun it was to have that sense of accomplishment when u actually mastered a dance even when its mirrored! ^^ hehe.

kk. im gonna be a mugger. MUGGER. IM A MUGGER. CHEM PHY MATH GEOG GP I HEART U GUYS!

2011-06-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

hello
got back my mid years!!!! *sigh* not good. failed chem #likeaboss and phy was just lucky to get a E. i realised my problem is that during exam conditions my brain kind of stop functioning for the first 5 mins or sth and after that its alright. LOL. cos idk why my mcqs always get the first few wrong which i think its usually the easier few. yea... weird. applies for chem too. =.=

have to work much harder than before. my life should consist of mugging. eating. sleeping. fb/twitter/tumblr/blogging. soon. haha. oh yea. i got back my 2 mth's old geog test... =.= freaking long ago.. but got a c/b? cant remember the grading for h1. but hehe. not bad. yup. actually quite lucky theres no like h1 geog test or sth tmr.. lucky. econs peeps have their test.

theres no more escape from reality. unlike the picture above. haha so cute right? ^^

Stop waiting for tomorrow to come
when you already have today,
what you will be looking back at
when tomorrow comes and missing it,
wishing you had treasured today more.
- good looking calculator ^^

HAHA! but i like what he said :)

2011-06-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

blues

hello.
so yes. tmr is the start of term 3. hmmm... pretty fast isnt it? yup it is. and because of the sgc dateline i started doing my sgc yesterday and it came to my realisation that i am really grateful for all the opportunities that i were given. vietnam trip, ogl, syf. all this are gonna be in my sgc and im glad i have those to fill in. haha. yup. thank you~ ^^

i finished watching 동이 Dong Yi yesterday night. it is really really a great/awesome drama. i love the fact that the story is really true. (Y) thumbs up! got to admit i learnt quite a lot from the show.

when the teacher asked dong yi's son why he likes reading? he simply said its because he can share the knowledge with the rest of the people. OMG. he was 6 when he said that. i think. can u imagine? a 6 year old kid is so selfless... oh man. my heart totally felt guilty when i watched that episode... hence i should be more selfless and share the love ^^

and then last part like literally the last scene where the young dong yi who is also the future dong yi heard someone calling her and then when she turned around it changed to the scene when the current dong yi was with the king. oh man~!!! my heart to totally nua~~~ like. OMG. i cried like shit. it just shows like how much one has to go through in order to be with the person u are really meant to be. and im just so touched by everything. T.T 5/5 drama. awesome. i love dong yi. she is my new idol. smart. selfless. loving. funny. oh man~~~ the last scene is really woa. impactful on me. haha.

recently i was reading the new testament and i came upon this verse which i thought it was quite meaningful to me.

"For in Him, we Live and Move and Exist." -Acts 17:28

we live. move on. and thats how life is. we continue existing. :)

for some reason i just felt v. grateful for everything i have yesterday. haha. after finishing dong yi. XD

school is starting tmr again and i know most likely idk when but mid years results are definitely coming out this week. gotta hope for the best... sigh. its gonna be tough but just gonna tank for another 5 more months. i can do it!!! roar!!! ^^

2011-06-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

perissotera dinner ^^

hello~
^^ yup. i had perissotera dinner yesterday~! whee! at candice's house. haha. actually u have to climb a hill to get to her house. i was like kinda panting when i finally reached the condo. and i went to wrong lift lobby =.= but its kk! cos i found it in the end and her house is so neat and artsy~!! ^^

they baked pasta for us!! super tasty and its like they just made so much and it was like 4 trays for the 12 of us. LOL. we only ate like 2.5 trays of it and i swear josh leong is such a salad monster. he ate like >4 plates of salad and he was like 'i love salad' HAHA. so funny and oh man~ we just had a lot of fun! ^^

taboo time was the most hilarious part!!! XD hahahaha. cos apparently the guys just kept targeting amelia and she was so pissed at mark for wearing his mum's tight during dance so she was like 'im gonna roll you into a popiah!' then all of us were like O.O WHAT?! why popiah? and she said 'idk it just came into my mind!' HAHA!! XOXO. oh yea! before that we watched the peris rehearsal and it was so funny cos of wenhan's singing! he was singing along while recording down for us and its like SO FUNNY! lol. yes. i hope candice uploads it on fb though XD haha! poor wenhan~ and then its like one part we only realised that the guys' hands when they were running was so dawn!! XD HAHAHAHAHAHA!

yup yup. last 2 days of 'study break' left and maybe i should just enjoy my hols right? LOL. i cant wait to get my 'starlight moonlight' album from regina on sunday! ^^v she bought it for me when she went to korea~! yay!!!

haha. keefe was complaining why his crown was less shiny than candice's!! haha and josh was asking why he doesnt have one! LOL perissotera peeps i heart u guys XD

2011-06-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

고맙다 ^^

hello.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RYEO WOOK!~ :D ITS HIS 24th birthday today! haha. its been very very long since i really fangirled and well.. today is the day when i start again! haha. for ryeo wook only. XD actually i was just listening to suju's song and oh man.. his voice is really so amazing. (Y)

still remember last year during the ogl interview abi asked me what food will i eat for the rest of my life? i said apple. because it means sagwa in korean which means to feel apologetic and asking for forgiveness and also to be thankful. so if i have apples for the rest of my life i will share with the ppl around me :D haha. hence an apple pic for today's blog post.

im thankful for ryeo wook appearing in my life for the past 2 years. actually not just him but also super junior and hence me becoming with limin during the sec 4 period. and im sorry for not being a dedicated elf so far :x caught up with sch work. haha. still... yup.

pic from dam long ago lol

생일축하합니다
려욱오빠
^^

2011-06-19T22:18:00.003+08:00

chill and drink~

hello.
so for the past few days i have been mugging like mad. LOL. in order to complete my j1 topics and hopefully do a few papers which i think its quite impossible XD haha.

anw theres only 1 week of holiday left. ok no. theres only one week left of study week and theres still quite a lot that i need to do. so yea. got to jy still~ theres perissotera dinner on thurs~!! :D whee! im a happy kid.

yesterday i found out that i have a current sch mate (lester) who is like on my msn for the past 4 years and yet i only it realised it then. LOL. was just bored and decided to look at my contact list and it just hit me that its the same person. haha. shocking ttm can~ shows how crazy the world can be sometimes. cant remember why he was on msn but i think it was cos that time sec2 i was super hardcore mapler and he wrote a guide on hiddenstreet HAHA. or maybe it was through forumning cos of 'backyard' and requested a siggy from me? XD haha. idk.. but its quite shocking la seriously. i have seen him around sch quite a few times and it just didnt occur to me that it was him. LOL. yes. its gonna be awkward... but hopefully not. i know so many ppl of that clique. janan gordan now lester. =.=

theres dance tmr. AND I MISSED DANCING~! after bailamos its like... no more dancing. haha maybe except for trying to learn the mr taxi's dance and thats all. yup yup. ^^

2011-06-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

장미

hello.
nice right the photo?!! haha. taken by yours truly~ :D lol. im getting high. yea.. of course i edited it with ps if not it wouldnt look so bright. XD haha. still its pretty~ (Y)

went for muse with sharon! :D it was great! maybe cos i've nv been to any band concert before and yesterday was my first and hence finding it awesome. XD i used to think like theres nth much to do in a band concert and i was scared that i might fall asleep XD haha. but no!! MUSE II WAS AWESOME! (Y)

i kinda like every piece they played. esp the phantom of the opera. the scream really shocked me. haha i thought it was recorded or sth but when i asked gordan he told me the girl really screamed! :O zai pls her scream~ haha. nice nice. and the saxophone solo was really nice~ i swear the bryan lim person can work in a pub already. like he will earn. LOL. he can melt girls' hearts. *sigh..* if i have a son next time i would want him to learn saxophone ^^

and im loving jaebeom's abandoned single. LOL. i know im slow but i think its super good ^^ hehe.

2011-06-12T22:25:00.003+08:00

like her lines :D

hello.
its gonna be the 3rd week of june hols and im here. blogging. lol. havent been particularly hardworking but im gonna mug much harder to complete my j1 topics. gg nia~ dam scared cannot finish. *sigh...* and i gotta read up on my geog!! missed out a lot during theatre week. actually im glad i dont have any geog test when sch reopens XD haha lucky~

im quite alright. oh yea went to watch x-men with my sis at lot 1 yesterday! it was dam awesome~! haha. i always like those kind of shows with super power and psychic abilities so yea. i like it XD haha. and maybe cos i dam long nv catch a movie and somemore with my sister~ yup. and IT WAS REGINA'S BIRTHDAY! :D HAPPY 18TH!!

i think im in love with mr bean's combo set c. its perfect for lunch/dinner. abit too filling for breakfast. haha. i think its cos that time ate mr bean with xiuming and alvin XD haha! then talked abt dance stuff and hence the fond grew for mr bean~ XD whee~!

yup yup. gonna watch muse with sharon tmr~! ^^ oh and secret's starlight moonlight is dam cute!! XD

2011-06-05T22:07:00.005+08:00

PERISSOTERA DANCERS~!

SEBBY AND ME~!!

SHARON~! ^^

hello~!
so bailamos had happened. lol. honestly it was much more tiring than the previous bailamos XD it was filled with ups and downs. but im glad all of us managed to pull it through (Y) good job dancers~! :D

thank you so much to regina, peiling, huichee, peiling, yan ping, xinni, christopher, yunli, ruiting, gordan, jaslyn, janan, ada, sarah, cass, lingli, ryan, xueli, fali, weiliang, prasanth, mike, shaun, pearlyn, shimin, evan, kester, ashton, jardena, jieshi, carolyn and my family for coming down to support bailamos! :D thanks so much~! the show wouldnt be great w/o u guys! yup ^^

bailamos 2011 had taught me a lot. maybe cos of the different types of dance im in this time round. lol. my mum loved the thai dance XD and i heard she tried to wave to me in the audience. LOL. which i cannot see at all. yes. i cant really see the audience face cos of the stage lights.

from mystical journey-> hiyah-> huh-> perissotera-> pulse honestly. i was really really afraid of perissotera cos of the steps and everything. its just fast and i was like. seriously. its such a technically challenging dance for me. all the lifts and stuff. everytime during peris prac i gotta admit. i was quite scared XD haha. but u know what after the talk that candice and sebby gave us its like really good. haha. made me really go and think what i really wanted more in my life. it kinda push me MORE~ XD haha. and im really glad that we gave our MOST last night yay!!! haha. thanks candice and keefe. thanks so much for wanting me to be part of peris. :D

and also for huh. im really glad that kellie came back to choreo. i really love the dance. haha. its kpop! and ive always enjoyed huh practices so yup! thank you so much kellie! ^^ i also think i kinda have fate with kellie XD cos the dressing table i used this year was the one that kellie used last year XD haha! coincidental much? whee~!

oh yea. yesterday the j3s came back to watch!! :D yay~! missed them so much~ gladys, william, doug, abby, cherilyn, jolynn, joel, kelvin, vanka, avril, sheryl!!! haha. so happy to see them all~!

bailamos is really awesome. highlight of the year for me i must say. :D i will definitely miss the j2s lot. our batch is dam awesome and im sure we will still support and love each other like we have always did. LOVE U ALL AND IM SURE WE ALL HAVE LIVE THE DANCES AND DANCE OUR LIFE~!!!

may God be the glory, the best is yet to be :D

2011-05-30T22:17:00.003+08:00

hello~
and yes its finally here. theatre week and then off with bailamos~ :D

난, 너무고맙다. im so grateful for all i have. the people around me ^^ thank you so much! bailamos will be the bomb~ watch out XD

whee~ and im gonna bake honey joys for my fellow dancers on thurs! ^^

2011-05-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

i wished the person was me and
the rope would snap and hit me
time to go back to reality
:(

hello.
im officially screwed for mid years. im gonna pray hard. i swear. first time i feel so unprepared for such major exams~ gah. dont care already. complex number u better dont make me find u complicating tmr~

/praying real hard!

2011-05-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

hello.
mid years are coming so soon~ IM OFFICIALLY SCREWED~~~~ :(

topics left for math:
-p and c
-complex
-vectors

chem:
-nitrogen compounds
-electro chem
-ionic eqm
-chem eqm

phy:
-electro magnetism
-ac
-emi
-quantum

oh no~~ :( and im running my 2.4 tmr. MY LAST RUN! dont care. i need to pass my 2.4!! HWAITING! :D

yesterday had quite a rather meaning perissotera dance practice. :) i think i found what ive finally been searching for. (Y) other than that ive finally managed my back flip. *sigh* gotta practice at home for my flip. i always feel very bad for keefe and candice cos they are always trying to help me with it. i was the only the person that couldnt do the back flip yesterday... so yea. quite demoralising but still... cant allow this to get into me. :) hwaiting~! since i'd managed to it once, i can do it many more times. and i will perfect the weird vertical lift too!

BAILAMOS~!!! :D

oh yea. today theres quite a funny incident that happened during my break in sch XD i swear my classmates cannot hear properly. cos i wanted to go home straight cos there isnt dance prac for me today and im supposed to pass tim my ticket money. but somehow he went to sleep on the bench and i said sth like 'when is he(tim) gonna wake up?'
and then lingli heard wrongly and said 'make up?'
and shaun was like 'u gonna put make up for hockey?'
i was like 'what? wait?'
AND THEN MIKE WAS LIKE 'U GONNA MAKE OUT?! WITH WHO?!'
me: O.O WTH!!!
jielong: YES AH!! DESTROYED!!
=.=

i love my class~

2011-05-16T23:07:00.004+08:00

ufffph~

hello.
aww... the kitty so cute right? ^^ haha. so adorable~ yup. it looks like a lvl 2 cuteness~ XD

anw today had been such a rushed and stressful day. didnt start the day off very well cos of the shirt design which went wrong again and hence i didnt had a proper recess~ :( but its alright cos at least the shirt and everything is alright now so yup. :D oh yea~ felt quite happy when theres like finally chapel today :D cos for like past 2 weeks? there hadn't been any chapel so yea. XD

and i passed my 5 stations! :D heh... but i didnt jump as far as i did the previous time :( so i got a d~~ sian. but nvm at least my incline pull up passed :D yeah baby! hehe. now all i left is my 2.4 run. i scared i will be tired because the day before i would have zaki and then yea. i will be tired.

nvm~~ heh. i managed to do the lift today! :D yay! i call it the trust-twist fall. cos u have to like lean back and just fall off the guy's shoulder. lol. its quite fun. XD haha. not for the guys but haha. yup. gonna practice more :D

kk. im off to bed. HIYAH PRACTICE HERE I COME~! IM A NINJA! :D

ps: wth. sakura song suddenly played on my shuffle song list~ scary max nia~ T.T somemore in the middle of the night~~~ T.T

2011-05-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

stretched.

hello.
i just had 12 hours of dance prac. not lying. not joking. i wanna just flop to my bed and sleep my ass off till tmr.

i guess i truly understand or more like i understood more abt perissotera. like the dance and stuff. :) yearning. what do ppl yearn in life? love. happiness. family. what do u want? :D and huh is looking great :D oh yea. doing lift for zaki's item~~~~ gg. the lift so scary!!! gaahhhhhh

omg. im too tired already. wanted to blog more but. yea. tmr. :D

2011-05-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

can you stop the hot weather?

hello
went to sch dam early in the morning to....... RUN! :D ran 1.6km++ with sharon and my timing is 11.18 haha but i think its not bad already cos i ran the extra path cos of the construction area. yup yup. need to jiayou next fri~ 2.4!

had 4hrs worth of dance prac just now. freaking tired now and im too lazy to touch my phy spa prac. yes... theres phy spa tmr :( im gonna perspire like mad cos cannot on the fan!!! *sigh*

tired. tired. tired.

i need one more sat bailamos ticket~~~~~

2011-05-07T21:38:00.003+08:00

Bailamos~

hello.
went to support my dearest fishball at bowling yesterday :D haha. so did pretty well~ after the support came. LOL. its quite true cos before she came she was like the last in her team but after that she topped them :D so yea good job fishball! :D and ac's boys got first for team event and its like dam awesome because the beat ri! muahahaha~ congrats! oh yea girls' team got 2nd so its pretty awesome as well. ^^

its like i like how enthu the whole bowling competition was. every time someone strikes/spare the whole team will get so excited and its like they will high five each other. and even to other schs as well. their sportsmanship is great. (Y)

every cca is like that isnt it? ^^ thinking abt it.. i only have abt less than 4 weeks to bailamos. after which the dancers will go their separate ways.. :( i mean we still meet up in the morning at the dance table but still... i will miss them. only this year then i truly felt part of the dance family~ haha dont ask me why. cos idk as well. cos of mercy? idk. but to me i think that we are super bonded as a batch. :D we talk nonsense. we laugh at each other. we dance as a team. we do stupid stuff. we are freaking shameless. we publicise dance like mad. we learn double pirouettes together. we just love each other dont we? ^^ haha.

btw I SOLD ALL MY TICKETS FOR BAILAMOS~!!! :D YAY! only waiting for ppl to give me money now... heh. i got frens watching all 3 nights. hehe :) oh yea... i think im in 6 items. o.o sudden increase in another 2 items because one of them is zaki and the other is j2 finale :D haha. yup. i really hope i dont die for perissotera T.T cos its freaking fast.

yup yup. spa is next week and im gonna run 2.4 myself too! hope i dont die....

2011-05-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

~~lazing around at home~~
im mugging like mad *determined face*

hello.
really im mugging. XD phy, gp and math~ whoo whoo~ gonna study chem tmr. gotta start my revision for h2s.

bailamos prep has been going along quite well. 'huh' practice has always been fun XD haha maybe cos its kpop? hehe. theres another prac coming this tues cos of some changes. honestly im really scared for perissotera. cos i have phobia of doing handstand and needless to say a forward flip. :/ cos i injured myself last time when i was dam young doing it. and hence i dont dare anymore. and then there's zaki new dance. im quite worried. only 18 of us left. actually only 8 j2s left. this feels exactly like ayg 2 years ago.

sometimes i wonder if im spending too much time dancing and neglecting my studies cos its quite clear that my studies are going downhill. i realised i havent been passing my cas. shit. omg. i didnt pass any freaking test. wth. ok. i need to work harder.... sianzipua~~~~

yup. ok.
naega chum chu gi saranghamnida~ ^^

2011-04-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

in french

hello.
its me and my crazy life. im glad its over. 내가정말행복해 :D i hope another wave wont come crashing so easily. i need a seawall to prevent tsunamis. or lava dam for lava flow. LOL ok this is getting too geographied.

but the limitation is that no matter how hard ppl try to prevent tsunamis or lava flow, it wont last long but it can only hold back the damage by awhile...

2011-04-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

welcome back pawin! :D

hello.
met up with pawin today! its been a year since i last met him! haha he left for uk for a scholarship and he was the first person who talked to me during orientation. haha. so yea it was nice and val came too :D ate at subway and he treated us ice cream at daily scoop! haha fatness much XD yup yup

anw today is easter and i was slacking way too much~ this week gonna be madness :O hwaiting!

CHECK OUT THE BAILAMOS POSTER TMR IN SCH! :D

2011-04-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

thank you for everything you have done for us

And his glory appears
like the light from the sun
Age to Age he shines
look to the sky
here the angels cry
Saying holy is the Lord.

2011-04-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

hello.
today the math test kinda shook me up. got to work much harder. technically i failed cos i got 12/25 but its like a E. still fail. ok anw my classmate got same marks as me. but my tutor wrote a good for him cos can tell he really did improved. so what does it show? they have expectations from me. my standard cannot be a E. i dunno if this sounds cliche or anything but i just felt really thankful that teachers have expectation/faith in me? i guess.... so yea. cannot disappoint them. JIAYOU!

im kind of scared as the weeks approach. im gonna dance 5 days a week for the next few weeks. how am i suppose to study? im not sure if im able to juggle. and even if dance ends at 8 by the time i reached home i will be dead tired. wont be able to focus.... oh dear...

i was talking to peiling abt it and she said 'at least dance is what u like to do'. yea. true. she reminded me why i joined dance for. cos i love dance. i may not be good at it but i enjoy dancing. practices always tire me out, give me bruises, muscle aches, stupid floorburns. but i still do it. cos i love it. dance is like my h3 subject. its making more sense to me these days. my h3 subject is the one that i love the most~ so yea. persevere on!!! :D its gonna be challenging but im sure its there for a reason. :)

I WANNA TAKE HYDRO FOR GEOG BUT PPL ARE TELLING ME TO TAKE URBAN :(

~

2011-04-17T18:15:00.006+08:00

J2s!!!

timmah~ sb1!

SHARON!

BANANAS~!

a very dark j2 polaroid. lol.

sharon and me! ^^

BUFF BANANAS~!

hello.
DANCE CAMP YESTERDAY!!! I LOVE IT! :D HAHA i was like smiling on the way home.

heh.. was the grp leader of grp B! lau, fj, david, marcus, jessica, rosa, carolyn, xiuming, hong yee are all in my grp. and we are called the buff bananas~ lol. dont ask me why. anw yea we made this cape like thing which was supposed to be our grp identity. HAHA. DAM HOT AFTER WEARING IT XD

we had salsa workshop first! ^^ it was the same douglas guy and together with his very hot gf. i cannot emphasis how how she is but its like i swear even the girls were like O.O when they saw her. freaking hot~ nice legs and i sound perv but her butt was whoo~ perky XD LOL. ok. enough of highing over dawn. oh yea. she's called dawn. :) yea salsa class dam fun~! partnered with yohans and xiu :D had fun.

then we had jazz. peter was our instructor! omg. his warm up was scarily crazy. mad crunches and insane split. holy crap. i feel pain for josh and tim during the split.. :/ must have hurt for them..

heh.. i suddenly just feel like summarising dance camp. LOL. i lazy to talk abt it already XD no mood~ then we had hiphop. learnt popping and locking. haha hiphop dam awesome! seet is da bomb~ broken arm but yet she still danced like she was fine. i really admired her. thumbs up!! (Y) GO SEET!

so yea. i cant wait for bailamos seriously~ and i cant wait for the poster to be up in school!!!!~ :D

2011-04-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

make a wish, take a chance, make a change
- Breakaway

hello.
today was GREAT! :D the day didnt started of well cos i had slight fever early in the morning. and my flu was killing me. now better already cos i ate my flu medicine. :) and chem spa the test for hydrogen gas made me very happy. cos of the 'pop' sound. LOL. haha its such a cute pop~ ^^

im in huh and candice's item!! and hiyah of course! :D IM A HAPPY KID~ whee~ kpop and lifts! quite happy because i passed the 2 auditions! ^^ and i mean im just happy. haha. dawn seems so fun~ sharon was telling me abt today dance prac and all them seemed to enjoy themselves! haha. good good.

finally the ticket and poster design are more or less settled. and i can predict that my phy test next week sure gg. why? cos its 3 freakin chaps. and those 3 are the ones im the most confused. oh yeah. quantum phy= love i understand it! YES! its been awhile since i last understood phy during lec period. XD

ok. BAILAMOS IS COMING IN FULL SWING NOW! :D

2011-04-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

i want those leg warmers~

hello.
its getting cold lately isnt it? haha. i think im falling sick :( mega painful sorethroat and slight flu. dam it. must be the flu bug going around. haha better heed mr sum's advice and get a flu jab XD haha.

anw ive been so busy studying and doing bailamos publicity ticket desgin. but its alright cos i know its gonna be worth while~ ^^ yup. i feel so weird lately.. cos its like the 3 times dance prac a week thing is kinda of gone and i feel like i want it back. haha im weird. but i like it. its like w/o dance prac after sch i just feel like its time to go home. sleep wake up. and then mug. mundane. sian. super bored.

just gonna try my best and cope with dance and studies. casting out tmr :D teehee~ and sat is dance camp~ whoot whoot! gonna be a dance gl DGL~ GET IT? DGL~ LOL. kk. im lame. XD

28 WEEKS MORE TO A LEVELS. HOLY!~ :O

2011-04-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

hello.
i got my hair cut today. its quite short now... :( now im gonna have a super short pony tail~ no more fatal whipping hair XD haha. nvm. it will grow back :) but now its super light and thin! whee~

ok. idk what to blog already. LOL. freaking slacking at home again~ zzz. have to study for complex!!! chiong math tmr! oh yea. i have this mega huge bruise. its dam disgusting. and painful. siannn i hate bruises. i need to get myself a knee guard asap.

2011-04-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

i feel confident

hello.
i swear life is full of ups and downs. this week has actually been quite awesome. but it sucks today cos of the release of pw results. got a b... i mean looking at it positively... at least its not a c :D so yea. but its right i got my a for chi. b for pw. ok la.... i will get over it. a and b.

just had my auditions for casting for bailamos.. ahh~!!! screwed up 'huh' :( forgot my steps. i want to be in that dance so bad..... gg man... :( hmm... gonna hope for all the best. learnt miss wee's steps. its quite tough for now. but to me i think the best thing that i can do now is to focus because when i focus i think i can really execute the steps :) so yup. FOCUS! HWAITING!!!

still, focusing too much will cos me to neglect the surrounding and result in me crashing into the floor. my knee got bruises liao. FRESH BRUSIES. i bet joanne will like it XD haha! omg.

took the new testament to read today. seems interesting at the beginning :) i shall complete it. yup yup.

u know it sucks when i see u. its like all over again. messed up. what am i doing with my life?

The best relationships are with people
who enter your life on accident,
but stay on purpose.

2011-04-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

snap snap

hello.
i cant wait for bailamos~ its gonna be so exciting!!! :D

today we stood opposite each other.

도, 내가너무행복해 :)

2011-04-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

bang.

hello.
vetting is on mon. and its driving me mad. do i really want it now? yes. i really want it.

screwing up my life at home. dont have the drive to study suddenly... syf is over and its like. sian. i miss the dancers :( gotta agree with timah that syf is really the honeymoon period and here comes the hard part. BAILAMOS~

im definitely excited for it but at this rate we only have 2 mths to learn perfect 4 dances? thats like very short. pulse. hiyah. and maybe 2 other dances. gg max man. i hate it when ppl say my season has ended. bullshyttttttt. my season is every 6 months!!! arghhh...

i feel like taking a polaroid shot. anyone? ^^

2011-04-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

WE GOT GOLD!

2011-03-29T20:57:00.004+08:00

live your dance, dance your life

hello.
so today i went to watch SYF DANCE DAY 2 @UCC~!! WHOOTS WHOOTS~! so awesome! :D AND THE BEST PART IS THAT I MANAGED TO WATCH CRESCENT'S SYF. OMG ITS SO NICE~!!! :D

cos today i ended sch at 2.10 and before that during phy lec i was thinking maybe i should go and watch the dance syf even though im gonna missed crescent's. but surprisingly!!! when i reached there some jr i forgot her name (:x) told me that they just went backstage! so im like o.o!!! yay!

OMG WTHHHHHH BLOGGER DELETED WHATEVER I JUST WROTE OMG... I AM SO SO SAD. T.T

summary:
-crescent dance did a GREAT/AWESOME JOB
-AC DANCE HWAITING!!!!!

my prayer got deleted as well... but its alright. i know God saw it before it was gone :)

2011-03-26T22:04:00.003+08:00

bonded as one :D

thank God for everything~
JIAYOU AC DANCERS! THE LAST STRETCH! 3 MORE HOURS!!!!! HWAITING! :D

that night when i lay on my bed.. i was lying on my left side and my right hand was just over my left elbow. it was when i felt it. the pulse. it was beating. seet, this is for you. for all of us actually. the ac dancers. all the bruises, muscle aches and pain is not going to matter anymore. its just 3 more hours. got to do our best. :)

2011-03-24T22:12:00.002+08:00

Pulse.
Hey guys i know we all are upset but lets keep the pulse going.

Dear Lord, today had been a rather eventful day for the ac dancers considering our syf is due in less than a week's time. One of our talented dancers had an unfortunate incident which led to her elbow being fractured. I pray that lord you will be with her. Give her comfort and allow her to seek solace from you lord. I pray that you will grant her speedy recovery and that even though she is in the hospital currently, allow her to feel the strength and love that we have for her even if we are not with her right now. I believe you will stay with her and give her the determination to continue on and I pray that you watch over the rest of the ac dancers. Also, lord, do her know that there are many people out there caring for her and continue to stay strong. Even teachers that didnt even teach her before went to visit her in the hospital. I thank you Lord for what we have achieve so far and i hope that the rest of the dancers will be well-rested and strong enough to continue the tough journey we will be facing soon. In Jesus name , amen.

She is strong and i know she will not just stop. She will keep going. She is strong and beautiful.

死也要拼出来
WE WILL DO IT FOR YOU.

2011-03-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

thank God

hello.
so its the start of term 2. and its day 2. i feel quite tired. maybe it was cos of dance yesterday. for some reason i just feel tired. and i swear i screwed my left leg. ankle problem. toe problem. knee problem. haiiii..... :( syf showcase is thurs!!! AN DWAE!~~~~~~~~ I GOT TO WORK HARDER!

ok. got back terms. WAS FREAKING GOOD COMPARED TO PROMOS! lol. yea. but its vr.. so yea. not counted :/ hahahahahhahahahahaha so happy for my geog~ ^^ must be that holy cubicle in the library! :D haha. bbbdd. go figure. XD ok but still i need to work hard for my chem and gp~~~~ i felt that my gp was already going downhill already.. zzz ok. JIAYOU! THERES 3H2 EXAMS COMING IN 10 WEEKS TIME! HWAITING!

kk. im off to watch antm. hehe :D

2011-03-19T20:35:00.005+08:00

coloured

hello.
so i had around 4.5 hrs of dance yesterday~ it was quite crazy. but i got to say it was worth it :) cleaned up the last part which i was quite shaky about it. and the back running part. honestly i really didnt know my arms werent 90 degrees until sk/keefe/tim pointed it out. GG! back running is really hard! 9 more hours~ 9 more hours and its gonna be just over. all of us definitely worked our ass off and i think what we are lacking of now its really the emotions. all the scary shit and the determination. pulse. nice name. zaki is really amazing in creating the awesome pieces.

yea. syf showcase next thurs. so worried abt it. cos its open to the whole wide world to see. AHHHH. plus its in the hall. idk where we are gonna face now. because for some reason this week we changed the direction to the stage but the teachers' showcase we were facing the lt. i think we will be facing the lt this time. hmmm....

did phy and chem today! :D haha more could be done but i was watching antm XD oh yea i finished cycle 15 like a few days back. omg. such an amazing cycle. my fave is jane randall! haha smart and pretty. :)

she how pretz can~ LOL. yea. shes dam funny. i was watching the interview with her in the princeton. haha the taking a profile pic is so funny XD LOL yup yup. i feel really quite proud of her cos in the end she managed to get a contract with img model agency which is like ZOMG cos ann also got it. shes was the 3rd(?) yea. lol. idk why chelsey didnt get it in the end.. but i thought chelsey was quite cool :) kayla is amazing too! whoots whoots! oh man. i just love the top 5 they had there on the cycle :) haha. i sound like im fangirling her here. actually i am XD followed her o twitter too XD

anw 1 more day left of march holidays... actually there wasnt much of a holiday. more of dancing and going out. haha. guilty ttm for not studying. XD ok im really determined to mug like mad. oak. clive. dori. weiliang. peiling. u guys are giving me the push to really study. seeing u guys mug like mad just make me wanna study too. so yup. thanks :)

2011-03-16T21:43:00.004+08:00

MIZU!
clive-justin-tong hann-hong han-steffi-valerie-me

hello.
today i finally went to my first og outing! mizu! haha. its alright i guess? 6 of us turned up excluding clive. its quite a nice polaroid dont u think? haha i havent taken a nice polaroid for quite awhile already XD

met at vivo and we had our supposed 'pinic' up at the rooftop there. no wait at first clive tong hann hong han and me went to giant to get our ham and bread. and then theres tong hann and his 'ma lai kao' LOL. hes like 'this is the best shit' haha! joke la and then we bought like 2 pacs of sushi and abt 10 pieces of ham and a loaf of butterscotch bread. and i swear we finished them at the roof top in abt 15 mins. haha XD i mean i ate lunch already but i guessed i was hungry again and i ate them too. XD

then valerie came and she brought like 2 bottles of drink. haha thats quite a lot. cos i bought 1 bottle also and then clive went to buy another 2 bottles of fruit juice =.= so we had like a lot of drinks than food. and then he went to buy another packet of sushi and like maybe 10 pieces of ham again? lol. we finished them in 10 mins. gg we are just that scary. XD

then we prank called dani!! haha. omg. cos shes working as the call receptionist at some restaurant at ion and her shift only ends at 6 and its like steffi know the number and we were like calling her XD haha. and then tong hann had this dam gay voice. OMG. HAHAHAHA CANNOT STOP LAUGHING ABT IT XD AND THEN CLIVE TRIED TO DO STH ALSO. DAM FAIL. XD MUAHHAHAHAHHA. haha. and tong hann was like 'AIYO!' when dani intro herself during the phone call. XD haha. JOKE!!! XD

yup yup. then went to catch a movie. 'The King's Speech' its quite awesome. i really liked it. before that we wanted to watch the black swan but its like eh.. wait. i also dunno why they didnt watch it. haha i think cos we just wanted to catch any movie thats like soon. so the king's speech it is :D awesome movie haha. i think the vulgarities part dam funny XD

after that we decided to go our separate ways. haha. cos we left by train and idk what came to my mind and i told clive 'eh how come im at purple line?' HAHAHA. dumb blonde moment. XD and he was like 'THEN WHAT U WANT? RAINBOW LINES?!!' LOL. yea. went home. met aylward on the way back. retarded boy. haha yup yup. hes doing fine :)

heh... need to start doing my hols hw. chem.... siannnnnn.

wants to go back to orientation period~ :(

2011-03-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

should not have done that a month ago.

내가미친거니

2011-03-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

broken. whole. new.

hello.
so yea. scary things kept happening and when i woke up from my nap today i read the news and i was told that the fukushima nuclear plant exploded. dam it. apparently the cooling system couldnt work and they couldnt lower pressure and hence the nuclear meltdown. cannot stand how things are really going on in the world right now.

earthquake. tsunami. nuclear explosion. all 3 things happening in japan. imagine the trauma the ppl there are currently having. i went to osaka, japan once back in 2007 for a sch exchange programme. i swear japan is a place that u will want to live there. awesome scenery. nice weather. friendly ppl and its clean. now its like havoc there. if i have my host family's number, i would have called back and see how they are. although last time i tried to send them a letter but they didnt reply so idk. doubt they remember me but oh well. hope they are fine there. i really hope they are.

sigh.... so scary. 2012 is really coming. i asked my sis and she said that all the 'small' things are happening now.. and it will slowly make it to 2012. so scary. i still have a lot of things undone. life's short. gonna accomplish all the stuff before the world ends. i used to not think everything will come to an end in 2012.. but this japan disaster is making me believe. gg man!

and because of this i suddenly had this urge to wanna like study geography. i mean seriously. like in uni. lol. idk but i think i still wanna carry on with my korean studies first and then i will go into geography. i really do like geography. i just didnt study it properly for terms... =x haha. i went to do research abt the subject requirements for major in geography and then they didnt really specify. they just said 'passion for geography' and good eng skills. ok. my eng can be improved definitely. XD so yea. dunno if it will die down but yea... temporary goal :)

i watched finished dream high. its the most awesome drama that ive watched so far!! <3 love it man~ song sam dong and hyemi!! yay! its the 2 of them~ ^^ hehe

and its been confirmed. 30 march. hmm. syf date. as expected by the madams. gg shit. 18 more days. i have a lot more to catch up. hwaiting! oh and 24 march, thurs. syf dance showcase!!! haha for the whole school. hopefully by then everything will be prepared and we will be all set and ready to go.

this is most likely my last syf and i really hope i can pull this through!!!

2011-03-11T22:40:00.003+08:00

i pray that everyone in the world will be safe
let the sky be blue~

hello.
i guess everybody knows abt the japan 8.9 earthquake that happened today. omg. its so scary can... and i was watching the news just now and then they said a train filled with ppl were like totally swept into the sea. zomg. freak la... thats dam scary. its so shocking and stuff. somemore the day i had my geog paper >< this sucks man... a lot of other countries are also affected and i really really hope that the ppl there are alright.

dear God, please help the people that are suffering right now. Allow them to be able to seek solace in you and their loved ones to be safe. I hope that lord you will help esp Japan and other countries that had suffered from this disaster to recover asap.

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guess im too tired to continue blogging. im not really in the right mind now. emofied again. shyt this.

2011-03-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

theres full of possibilities out there :)
dream high

hello.
i wanted to blog yesterday but i was dam tired when i reached home and blogger doesnt really work on ipad. cos i lazy to switch on my com so i surfed the net through my mum's ipad. anw thats not the main point.

RELEASE OF A LEVEL RESULTS! :D HAHA. idk why im so high though im not the one receiving them. ok. maybe except for chi. GOT A! :D YEAH BABY~ anw im really thankful to my mum. maybe partly because im half taiwanese i have a higher aptitude for chinese.. and my family speaks chi. i mean honestly sometimes i dont get why ppl feel proud/happy when their chi is like cmi. or they feel like its alright when their chi are like not good. cos they are chi!! dude~~~ master yr mother tongue first can~~ im not being ego just cos i did well for chi. im serious. imma proud to be chinese :D really. love u mummy~ thank you so much.

ok. IM SO PROUD OF CLIVE!!!!!!! OMG. HE GOT FREAKING 5 A'S!!! zai ogl. im really really proud of him.

cos i was at lt1 with the rest ~~and was eating mexican wings~~ and it was kinda pepper-ish so i heard '5 DISTINCTIONS CLIVE AW FROM 2SA3!' i totally choked on it!!! then cass got a shock of her life. XD HAHA. imma ok now :D woaaaa.... so proud of him!!!!! oh man.. can tell he really put in alot of effort. :D he did really well!!!!! and cherylyn! 6 distinctions! OMG. PRO DANCER. JAC ALSO!! CANT REMEMBER HOW MANY A'S BUT SHE WENT ON STAGE. :D DORI, KAT, KELVIN, VANKA, WEN HAN, SEBBY~! did i miss out anyone else?? haha. sorry if i did. oh man~ im still very happy for clive :D

then i met up with him after that then he was like some uncle lugging all his stuff. then i looked at his cert haha. then cos like when u go on stage u will receive this letter from mrs chan. i think its invitation for founder's or sth. then clive so cute! XD he was like 'OMG. LOOK GOT MY NAME. HAHAHAHA' haha. he was like highing by himself. XD haha. good job :D

oh yea. while at lt1 chris cass p and i were counting the number sboners that went on stage. and there were 15! we sb1'11 gonna beat that record! :D haha. ok. yea must! haha.

and then today when i went for tuition uncle told me that keejia got 6 disct and yewei got 3! im so happy for them too! :D its like i really feel motivated to study now. i mean if they can do it i can do it too. phy and chem are really my worst subjects but im gonna do alot of hardcore mugging now. clive told me he mugged like shit. oak told me he mugged like shit. and i can tell yewei is a hardcore mugger also. i know most likely im gonna screw terms up. hopefully not but i know it just means that i have to work much harder to catch up. im grateful for everything i have now. though dance is taking alot of my time and oak calling me crazy to dance so much. but its just because its what i like to do. it relieves my stress esp during heartbeat love. fooling around with dancers. but sometimes it kinda stress me cos mr zaki can be quite scary sometimes but i know its for our own good. so yea. i feel blessed :) thank god.

to those who may not do up to their expectations i hope they will feel better *hugs* i still believe theres sth more in them.

kk. thats a long post :)

hwaiting! terms im coming to kick yr ass. i think XD haha.

2011-03-02T22:23:00.003+08:00

remind me to do sth like this during dance tmr :D

hello.
but ouch. i think it will hurt like crap. XD haha.

i believe in karma. what happened 4 years ago had happened to me. and i believe it will continue going on. its a process. pass it on to ppl.

vectors is my good fren now :D yay! now time to make fren with differential equations :D

2011-03-01T21:55:00.003+08:00

just because its pretty :)

hello.
happy 125th anniversary ACS! :D haha. it must be dam cool and awesome to be able to celebrate with the rest of the acs family in the indoor stadium right? XD actually im alright with it because i stayed at home to study.. not very productive though. cos i kinda slacked and started watching dream high... XD

my math is getting very horrible. cannot solve differential equations!!! >< its like those kind must score and i cannot do it.. stress stress. i really need someone to study with me~ if not i will just slack off. and the itouch has to be away from me. major distraction. *sigh*

AHHHH WHY IS TERMS NEXT WEEK?!!!!!!

i really need to mug :( esp math phy chem geog. ok thats like everything. and i failed my phy test again :( sian. i think i failed like everything this term. gg. math confirm. hwaiting!!!! i need some motivation man~ seriously.

anw had dance yesterday. and i have new bruises. i got the 'supposed' fake falling down part but apparently everybody falls on their knee like literally so yea hi bruises. (but its ok cos i like it alot XD the falling part) and the slapping yrself part. OH MAN SO COOL! :D kk. oh oh! and the back running!!! whee~ is a happy kid :D

ok. i should go and do math. hi vectors. want be my fren? :D

2011-02-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

hello.
just reached home not long ago and i just feel like typing out how i really am now.

i dont feel good because im freaking stress. mainly cos terms is coming so soon and my academics are really really going down hill. the chem test and math test show it all. siannnn... i think everyday im doing stuff and i dont have time to revise what i have learn. omg. and terms are so soon.

i need to mug. T.T dance is taking a fair bit of my life and i really admire dancers that made it to the honour list. they must be really smart. ok. i should stop complaining. its all abt the effort and hardwork i put in. i need to be more careful abt everything i do and stop thinking abt stuff. its over its over its over. i just need to accept it. accept him.

JIA YOU JOU TENG!!! HWAITING!

heartbeat love is the love :)

2011-02-22T22:55:00.004+08:00

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple?  - To show us that not everyone is going to be kind and not everyone is really who they say they are. Why did Cinderella run away at midnight? - To remind us that everything does have its limitations, even dreams. Why did Ariel exchange her fins for feet? - To show us that people are willing to give up anything to be with who they love and to just be happy. Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years? - To tell us that you might have to wait for quite some time for your true love to come along, sometimes very long, but it's worth it. Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin? - To let us know that what the heart wants, it wants it no matter what. Why was Belle in love with a Beast? - To remind us that you can't really help what's on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love.  

hello.

im doing better now i guess? my toe is less bruised and my ankle feels better. i tried dancing just now seems alright i guess. *cross fingers* but i know my left foot is screwed. the bone structure seems funny. maybe i should go and see a chi doc soon. but quite scary eh.... im imagining all the scary bone movement images. AHHH! ok. stop.

tmr cross country. still havent decided if i should walk 2.4 or just stone there. LOL. i lazy walk 2.4 but i also lazy stone there. sian... waste my time there la seriously. wcp how far can!! dont even know how to go home from there. zzz.. ok at least better than crescent last time at bedok resevoir. yup yup

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a lot of things going on. im confused myself again. i dunno when i will be able to let go of this. seriously just take it away from me. i care too much.

2011-02-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

i want to be able to flick water like this
and point my toes again

hello.
yea. i kinda sprained my ankle and brusied my toe again. plus my quite serious floor burn on my knee and 3rd toe. LOL. im seriously injury prone this week. T.T

the way i sprained my ankle is really retarded so i shant explain on my blog and make a fool out of myself. so yea. :D and then i hit my toe again during dance so its like blue blackish again... gahhh i need to take care of myself. and then its like i was refilling water for ada and i just stepped out of the dance studio i got attacked by a netball T.T fml. accident prone.

sigh... so yesterday was like the last tech class before the j1s come in and its like i cant dance so im watching them dance. its so sad.. :( i really wanna dance with them~~ and miss wee continued teaching them the dam cool/flirty/sexy/awesome dance and i only can sit down and talk to yohans~ XD haha. he dam joke la... XD

so yea.. i think ppl wont know how much they cherish sth until they like really lose/ get into that current situation.. so yea. just wanna hope i can recover really fast and continue dancing.

dancers are getting so injured/sick these days. i hope all of them will stay heathy and study hard for our upcoming terms and exams!!! :D

HWAITING!!!!

2011-02-16T22:29:00.001+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR-M COMEBACK
TOO PERFECT
(PUN INTENDED) HAHAHAHA

its been so long since their last comeback :D
welcome eunhyuk and sungmin!!! yay!

2011-02-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

fml.

2011-02-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

from dancers classmates clanmates og kid :D

hello :D
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :D haha i feel so loved by my frens today. awesome ttm. started off quite well in the vd with the dancers :D and yea the rest was good. gave out the honey joys that i made and im glad that my fellow loved ones like it. hehe. first time making them and i feel super happy when laura gave me that sense of over satisfaction when i gave her the honey joys. HAHA.

yup yup. hehe. and thanks so much to queenie and sharon! both are yr letters are loved man! <3 will reply to u guys soon. thanks so much! :D

yup. ok. im freaking tired now.

and congrats to my crescent juniors who got into ac dance! :D karyee htet maw jessica and jin hui :D yay!!!1 and omg. 48 j1s coming in. gg to the dance studio. its gonna explode.

2011-02-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

happy valentine's :)
lonely heart.

hello.
i made honey joys for my loved ones :D haha. will be bringing them and give out to them tmr in sch. but it sucks cos tmr is valentine and i will be stuck in sch all the way till like 9pm... T.T yup.

all the tumblers are like posting valentine stuff. wt... seriously. i bet tmr all the vd and stuff will be filled with balloons and roses. how come its always link to red rose? blue rose also nice what?!! haha. i want blue rose. dont u find blue rose intriguing? like its just so nice and haha. its blue! ^^

studied finish chem and did vectors today. still abit unsure of vectors sth but i guess i will just try and understand. gahh.. actually idk why but i suddenly like chem alot. haha! XD maybe cos i can do the tutorials. hehe

yea. anw swim pe tmr. dance tmr. honey joys. polaroid. gonna dump my stuff in the locker tmr.

2011-02-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

cant take a break like i used to
i want to lie down and relax too~

hello.
tiring week. danced for 5 times this week. scary!!

wed cca exhibit was awesome cos the dancers did flashmob~ ^^ haha. flashmob for hiyah! hiyah!!!!~ im a ninja~ haha. everybody just stop and stare~ haha. and thurs was dance audition. 46 j1s got in. congrats :) results will be posted on mon at the dance noticeboard.

im so tired. so many things to catch up and do. chem is alright. phy gg. math so so. geog lazy read. terms die liao. and the mama shop near my house doesnt sell cornflakes!!! WTH. lol. thats totally random. XD haha.

lazy to blog recently... and im quite excited for bailmos.. cos today pau vic and i were planning for our item and its just so excited. haha. and i think i found the song. its eng song! :D haha. so proud of myself. haha. and it has a lot of beat. but im not really sure if i still want to use the bars as props cos the song im using now its weird if i add them in. yea. but nvm at least we got our concept out and the flow of the dance :D yay.

ok.. my eyes... are closing~

2011-02-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

got a lot of dancing to do

2011-02-08T22:59:00.003+08:00

my boy~

hello.
haiyo. oak so nice to me :) thanks boy i really appreciate it. haha. but yr phone sucks when u get into the lift XD oh u still owe me a drink. hehe but still sometimes its just good to talk to someone. :)

today hasnt really been a good day so far. dad pangseh me in the morning and i had to train to sch myself. got back gp assignment. freaking failed by 1.5marks. phy test was freakin hard. omg. dont talk abt it. sch ended dam late had to go home myself. talked to oak. emo shit. mr sum's sms was like. boom. moody even more. aiyo.. yea. la. then hw and stuff make me even more stress.

woa gg. omg. omg omg. but maybe because of that im starting to believe more and more in god. and i honestly think the app in fb is holy. like seriously.

ripped this off again :)

God wants me to know that the voice of God is best heard in silence. All too often loud events and daily busyness cloud your vision of God. Take some time to slow down; let there be silence, let there be peace. Calm your mind and let your inner voice re-emerge from the silence. Allow yourself to see visions, allow yourself to dream dreams; and you may hear the voice of God reaching out to you.

holy shitake mushrooms.

2011-02-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

life is not so cool without ups and downs

hello.
chinese new year is gonna make me gain weight~ gg. im like snacking non stop. a bit siao already. haha.

anw yesterday i went to cheryl's house to celebrate chi new year :D the most embarrassing thing is that i went to her house and i brought the wrong oranges!!! i took the normal oranges instead of mandrain oranges!! OMG. paiseh to the max can T.T and then regina made us wear dress so like all of us were in dresses except for cheryl cos its like her house so yea. tracy was there too! :D

so we ate snacks and played deal. haha. regina lucky ar~ won the game. XD and then we got bored so we started playing with make up on each other. XD QIAN NING IS THE MICHELLE PHAN IN DISGUISE XD HAHAHAHAHA. cos shes like the only one that can apply eyeshadow. i cant. lol. i only can do the basics and mascara and curl. omg. i dont even know how to line my eyes! gg. i can line my water line XD not mine upper lash line. ok. then the camwhoring begins :D

off topic: ok weiliang. im really grateful for u lending me yr uber cool dslr and im glad to say that its still alive and in safe hands. :D yup. haha. thats all.

eh wait. actually we ate first. we had steam boat! :D haha yum yum. and i have nv eaten like raw crab stick until yesterday and cos regina volunteerily forfeited herself during a game and i lost in that game.. we had to eat a dumpling dipped in the chilli. wts. its freaking spicy and u can literally feel it stinging yr tongue. feel like strangling regina. cos she told me drink milo! got milk! lol. in the end it got worse! T.T

yup. and we started camwhoring. seriously. its super weird posing like models and i think the effect not very nice also XD haha. and then yup. took really weird shots and had fun there :D

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ripped this off the app on fb. :)

Decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step. You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

i did sth that i would nv expect myself to have done it. but i guess i needed to do it. ppl say im brave. but am i? maybe i am. i dont know. i just wanted to get over it. and im trying my best yet again. i tell myself i will be fine. and yes i am fine for now. sometimes that moment just came back out of nowhere and i will be like bhamm. but still.. life isnt cool without ups and downs :) so yea. im a strong girl. i will be fine. :)

2011-02-02T21:26:00.010+08:00

ZURG!!! :D

hello.
yup. thats my very happy/cute/adorable OG KIDS~~!!!! :D yay!!! i really had an awesome time with them during the last 4 days of orientation. im really proud of them. i mean like all of us come from different schs and in a mere 4 days time we are like so much closer than before. amazing isnt it? ^^ maybe i really understand how clive felt at this time a year ago :) thanks clive so much and really thank You for making orientation such an awesome and unforgettable experience for me. seriously.. my j2 year is gonna be freaking awesome. haha.

awesome curry fries ^^ (Y)

so yea. yesterday was the we had og outing and we went to holland v. for lunch @everything with fries. the portion of the meal was really huge and it took me quite some time to finish my meal. XD haha. omg. one of my og kids, wen xiang.. he siao one. before he left sch he ate yong tau foo already and then when he reached there he ate like his own meal. and the leftovers from the girls side. ZOMG. but hes so skinny. me is jealous~ XD haha.

wen xiang zheng de dennis

after that we went to one north to have some fun. well.. it was really fun. haha. the above pic so cute^ :D they looked like they were stranded in the middle of nowhere XD anw we ended up going to the playground and i only stayed there for awhile cos i gtg for dance. but in that short short period of time i had hell loads of fun with them.

i was like sitting on this spinning thing and apparently i was the only one left and JOSHUA TAN AKA THE IDIOT. he spinned me around like siao. and mad me fall on the ground!! WTH! and then i forgot how i ended back onto the thing and he spinned me like mad and i was screaming my lungs out. ZOMG. so embarrassing my og kids looking XD haha but honestly at that moment i really felt very happy to be hanging out with them :)

but i had to go back with early to prepare for mercy perf during campfire. yup. so i left them. quite sad la.. i was on the way back into sch i met lau tim and seet who cabbed back from vivo. yup. bla bla bla.. make up and stuff.

cos the clans did the walk in again the ogls were watching from the balcony up at the 2nd level. haha so awesome. i feel so jealous when the rest of the ogls were down there cheering for their own and other clans. so awesome. haha. but i was screaming my lungs out with vic when morgen did their walk in again. haha :D only val and josh had the gloves on this time round and their glow was blue!!! :D haha. dam awesome. and after the walk in its the dancers' time. :D

did mercy and i got a shock when my kids were sitting directly infront of me and they were screaming my name. haha! but oh well, i did my chorus wrongly for the 3rd chorus. gahhhh.. maybe cos the floor was super slipperly this time round and the stage was smaller. but still. cant blame anyone else. yup.

after that WE WERE CLUBBING IN THE SCH!!! :D thats like the most awesome part. haha! its like the ogls were mostly on the stage and then morgen had like their own clubbing circle. XD haha. and its really fun. plus there was like a bboy stage where by everyone formed a circle and in the middle there were ppl showing off their dance skills. haha. PAU AND JOSH.LEONG FTW!!! :D and then i caught one of my kids anyhow whacking in the circle too. haha. so cute. and changyen pau and vic and i were like in our own world. CLUBBING BUDDIES VIC!! HAHA.

sadly all good things have to come an end and then zurg went down to the bleachers there to have debrief. T.T its like only first and last meeting with my kids. yup. i really really enjoy orientation a lot. love them ttm. no more blue slips and skipping of lessons :(

im really grateful for what i have so far. i have come so far. from orientation 10 with clive influencing me to become an ogl. with the mindset to promote to j2 so that i can become an ogl. to getting the ogl interview form. to going into the interview room with pau xy abi and reuben being my interviewers. to receiving the notification that i am an ogl in vietnam! to attending ogl meetings and day camp. getting to know josh and jas. to waking up early in the morning to practice for like a g6. to struggling btw dance and ogl. to the walk in rehearsals. to the final ogl meting. to the day when we received the contact info for our kids. to orientation 11. to now.

it may seems like its all over. orientation of course. but i know deep down orientation has nv left my heart. same goes for mizu. i miss my own og back in 2010 and i definitely miss the og that i have in 2011. I LOVE U GUYS. I LOVE AC. :D

HERE YOU LEAVE TODAY
AND ENTER THE WORLD OF
YESTERDAY, TOMORROW AND FANTASY
d'ACLAND 2011

2011-01-30T22:12:00.005+08:00

hello.
so yea this few days im super busy! cos of orientation and of course SUPER SHOW 3!! ^^ I FINALLY GET TO MEET MY SHINING STARS. THE BOYS THAT SUPPORTED ME IN A SENSE THROUGH MY TOUGH MUGGING DAYS BACK IN SEC 4. LOVING IT!

haha. they all looked so handsome and charismatic!!! aww.... ryeo wook esp him! the awesome define jawline and smexy single eyelids and angelic voice~ oh man! XD haha im getting high again! haha. actually all of them looked really spectacular yesterday! ok i shall go in chronological order. ^^

met up with cass and shimin at heeren first and then went to kallang leisure park to deal. HAHA! i think we are the only elfs that go to deal first before watching a concert XD haha. yup. and then ate random stuff and then went to indoor to queue up. it was madness. hen duo ren!!!

played like another round of deal while waiting for the queue. and then got like ppl from china giving out the kangin and kyuhyun support banner. so we all took 1 XD haha.

kk. fast forward so we were in the moshy~ the pit that we were in was not as crowded as the one infront of us XD haha lucky us ! yup. and its like really really near the path way of the stage :D and so it began. ^^

it started off with hae flying off to the sky and it was just so awesome. i think my fishy would have fainted if she had seen him flying XD and they sang 'sorry sorry'. followed by 'dont don' if i remember correctly. haha.

ok. i gtg for tmr!! heres another wookie pic. MY COOKIE BECAME A TOMATO!! XD HAHA.

2011-01-28T22:26:00.001+08:00

MORGEN-TOMORROWLAND
ACJC OGL'11

SO FLY LIKE A G6~

ZOMG~ THE SLOW MO PART IS DAM COOL AND VAL IS SO COOL!!!!! XDDD

2011-01-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

I SAW CLIVE TODAYYYYY :D

WELCOME TO ACCCC~ :D

2011-01-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

WELCOME TO THE d'ACLAND~!

AVONTUUR
MZONKA
ATZO
MORGEN

ORIENTATION 2011 LETS IT GET IT STARTED NOW~!

2011-01-25T22:45:00.003+08:00

M IS FOR MORGEN~ :D

hello.
ok. got to blog this fast cos i need to sleep~ ><

j1s coming in so so soon~ thursday!!! :D and there was walk in rehearsal tmr. hehe. awesome ttm. i like the glowing gloves that im gonna wear on thurs during the walk in. yup. cool man~ watch the morgenites glow~ ^^ hehe.

kk kind of high. theres gp test tmr. all the best ppl! hope i will be able to flip the pages fast and find the answers smoothly~ :D oh yea. OMG. IM GONNA CALL MY KIDS TMR!!! *SCREAMS~~* AHH IT JUST HIT ME. :D awwwwww.... my kids~~~~

oaks gonna be jealous~ XD haha. no la. was talking to him this morning yup yup. mother son talk XD

okkkkkk... my mum's asking me to sleep le... its past 11 :(

i miss my online life~

2011-01-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

2011-01-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

hello :D
MORGEN MORGEN~ MORGEN~ WE ARE THE HANDSOME PRETTY HANDSOME PRETTY~ CANT BE STOP! SUP YO~

i miss my blog *virtual hug* XD haha. had ogl meeting today. yup. super tired now. and im aching unproportionally from dance yesterday. my left butt cheek and my right arm are aching like mad~~ gahhhh.

watched the rest of the clans walk in also~ so cool!!! i felt like im backing in orientation 2010. haha. so awesome~ i like adventour's walk in the most! haha dam cool~~~ and ryan is like blowing the vuvuzela~ haha so funny! ^^ eh wait.. i dont think i should say anything abt the walkin yet.. lol. must give suspense XD haha. kk.

but i think morgen one can be improved~ cos the like a g6 part is so repetitive~ gahhhh.... hope some things are change..

HAHAHAHHAHA~ ok. honestly i cant wait for orientation 2011 to begin :D excited ttm~ and omg next week this time i will be seeing suju live like ZOMG. yeah~~~~~

2011-01-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

didnt expect things to turn this way...

hello.
i need to cut my nails.

moody. am i pms-ing? lol.

lol. twitter epic moments again. HAHA! gordan was supposed to say instructor cos of dance but instead he wrote conductor. haha. too much band XD

haha. kk. lecture day tmr. :)

2011-01-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

hello.
yes im freakin emo. dont ask me why but i just am. *sigh........* i guess im back to my low self esteem period again. low self confidence and all the shit. gahhhh.... teenage problem. gah. gah gah.

i always believe that when one day is good, the next day will either be bad or normal.. so its kinda like the up and down thing.. cos life always has ups and downs. and i think it applies for a single day as well. omg. i just pulled the wire of my earphones and its weird now. o.o anw yea. ok.... jiayou~~~ the rain cant rain forever!

confused.................................

2011-01-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

hello.
had ogl meeting today. well.. it was quite fruitful XD haha. MORGEN! finished the walk in run and the intro of the og. haha i think im gonna tell josh t. to change abit. cos i dont feel like moon walking already... feel like doing sth else XD haha. but have to discuss with jaslyn first. yup yup.

oh yea. had talks too.. its so interesting LOL. orientation changes everything~ nice.. haha and also the part where mr fong talked abt the first person u lead is not like anyone else but you. its like woa to me cos he was looking directly at me and saying that sentence. then i like moved back abit XD haha. so drama here.

"The first person you lead is you"

i think it made a lot of sense. its just like 'you are what u create'. same thing. recently a lot of things are happening and its just really wonderful to hear such wise words(?) XD haha. sometimes i really feel blessed to receive such words in such times and its like.. its just meant for u right? XD yea~

honestly i cant wait for orientation!!!!! oh man~ so exciting! ^^ oh yea. mr fong said his orientation was breakfast cereal. like wts? XD no offence. honey stars and coco krunch XD haha. and then mr lynn talked abt the charismatic stuff also. well i think clive definitely had charisma cos he played his role as an ogl dam good. haha. he didnt even taper his pants XD thats why i was wondering why his pants always look so baggy hehe.

yup. so im gonna try my best to be like clive :D the ogl part XD haha. yup.

gonna do phy~ yeah man. study when im still alive :D